The Heartache He Gives

Chapter 5

^^^^Lilians outfit for school(just imagine it with different shoes and ignore the tattoos)

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Tuesday morning, it's official, I made it through my first day of school without breaking down and shedding tears after tears-it's been a long time since I've experienced that, since I've experienced the lack of sadness in me, it was a great feeling I had to admit, I was anything but sad yesterday , now all I have to do is hope that the rest of my school year days end on the same note

I've woken up early, my alarm doesn't ring for another 10 minutes and I don't think I can force myself to fall asleep again for these last minutes..unfortunately..but I bet you I will regret not even trying,I bet you later on I will regret not taking these last 10 minutes for granted when I half fall asleep in class today just because my body decided to give me an earlier start of the day than it was suppose to be

I should just get up and get ready

But I don't want to!

Bringing my attention to the tv I realized it's been cut off, my mind instantly thinking Cindy and how everyday when she's out from work late she'll come check on me and turn off the tv in the process, my attention then moves to my balcony, my curtains are already unsealed, I must've left them open yesterday something I would rarely do since I get paranoid easily but my very sleepy state prevented me to walk over there and fasten the sheer material

I looked into the mist of fog that surrounded the atmosphere prohibiting me from seeing the colorful soon to be naked trees, just by a simple look outside I can tell it's those type of humid days, being we are now in autumn it's not quite cold..yet

One thing I've noticed about this city is that it's weather is bipolar, one day it can be freezing cold the next it could be a good enough type of warm to make you break a little sweat, depends on what you're doing though, let's say you're bringing groceries from your car..you're good there, but if you're mowing your front and back yard..that's a different story

Finally forcing-really forcing myself out of bed I head into the shower, tying my hair up not wanting to wet it since I washed it yesterday, I didn't put out my clothes for today and now I have to look for something good enough to wear in my mob of clothings with my mind barely functioning yet

Not even 4 minutes into my shower, my alarm rings, the very annoying sound bouncing off the walls and into my ears

I'm up you good for nothing alarm!

No ones here to turn it off but me and that leads me to having to get out of the shower and turning the obnoxious thing off, quickly scrubbing and washing myself down, I get out and rush to turn it off hoping my feet don't give up on me and slip on the hard tiled floor

Stupid.

Now for my clothes..great, letting out a groan I head into my closet where the disaster begins

Sarah🙊❤️:
Morning, are you ready? because I'm on my way

After fifteen minutes of searching for an outfit I finally decide on one, finding it not too much of an eye catcher, I'm now doing my hair and replying to Sarah

Good Morning, yes I'm ready

Sarah🙊❤️:
Ok I'm like 15 minutes away

Leaving the conversation there since she'll be here in no time, I tie my shoe laces and grab onto my belongings before following the loud clattering noises that takes me downstairs , my phone chimes again,can I just firstly say that this is the most notifications I have ever received in my life, it's disappointing to say but it's the sad truth