CHAPTER ELEVEN: UNHAPPY
THE fucker John moved in with us. Every fucking morning, he came into the kitchen with boxers and a robe on. I was just trying to eat my fucking cereal.
Clearly I'm not happy about it. My mom's baby was almost due, and shit we might have to move.
"Bye Roman!" I yelled, it was late, I was late. It was 8PM, and Ray had decided that we didn't have to open Zephyrs today so we didn't.
I took the bus down, humming songs that Ruben had gotten stuck in my head.
"I fuck bitches Stevie, you should look up to me," Ruben said as I walked in.
"Stevie never look up to Ruben," I said and Fourthgrade laughed.
"Hey fuckers," I said taking my usual spot, next to Fuckshit.
"Wanna go to a party?" Fuckshit said and I nodded, the rest of the boys agreeing.
"Great it starts at 10, the only one of you that looks even kinda cool is Cameron, so maybe go home and change," Fuckshit said and Stevie yelled, "hop off my dick!"
That was the last thing we ever heard come out of Stevie's mouth.
Just playing, but he got a big ass bruise on his shoulder.
Ray didn't feel like changing so he threw on a beanie, and we waited for just Ruben and Stevie.
It was 9:30 by the time the boys got back, and we were piling into the pick up.
"Put your seat belts on, you too Stevie, you're not special," Ray said pointing at Stevie who looked for his.
As we drove the windows were down, letting a cool breeze in. It was nice.
We arrived at 10:09, ready to party according to Ruben.
"Don't drink too much," Ray said to all of us as we went inside. It was a calm party, mostly potheads.
All the boys besides Ray had too much to drink.
They were all hitting a blunt simultaneously, acting like potheads.
There was a couple girls besides me, that were super pretty. Skinnier, funnier, etc. They made me envious.
I was with Ray, Fourthgrade and two other guys Ray had known from school. Mike and Logan, both were cool.
"So Summer, you're not from around here huh?" Logan asked and I nodded.
"Nah, Brooking Heights," I said and they nodded.
"No wonder I've never seen you before. You're different, not so fucking basic like the bitches in there," but Stevie cut him off by yelling, "she stuck my finger in her vagina!"
Stupid ass.
"Stevie get the fuck away from me," I said when he approached me. I couldn't help but wonder where the fuck Fuckshit went.
"Stevie you seen Fuckshit?" I asked and he shook his head.
"Talk later?" I asked Logan and Mike and they nodded.
I went inside, the house smelling like straight marijuana. It burned my nostrils.
I went to the living room finding a group of girls, and decided they'd be helpless.
I walked to the bedrooms finding all open but one.
Please don't be him. Please don't be him. I thought to myself.
I slowly opened the door, revealing a girl and guy making out without shirts on. One of which with long blonde curly hair.
"Fuck," I said walking away.
"Fuck fuck fuck!" I heard him yell behind me.
"Aye!" He yelled and I kept walking.
I met Ruben on the front porch grabbing his hand.
"What the fuck Cameron?!" He said and I shook my head beginning to feel the tears fall.
"Ruben please, I need you right now," I said and he nodded, walking with me to the bus stop.
"I'm always here for you Cam."
KENZIE
is it bad that i like ruben and cameron more than fuckshit and cameron?