My Perspective

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If you want something, you go for it. You strive to
greatness and make it to the top! Confidence and
positivity are key, you'll be amazed how far you could go
with those keys. You'll open doors for yourself that'll take
you to another road of success, fortune, and happiness.
If you're feeling down about anything you do, you stop,
take a deep breath, and then you start again.

I know that after every storm, every let down, every fuck
up, and every hold, there is GREATNESS. Don't ever
underestimate yourself, always go steady and just right for
you.

I know that things won't always go in the path that I want
them to, but I know that it's for a reason! A good reason.
A better reason.

Be determined, always stay focused and never let up for
anything or anybody, always remember that you control
your life and the road you take.
You Are In CONTROL.

Death crosses my mind every single day. I have questions
about what will happen after I die? Will I live again?
Where will I go? I always wanted answers to questions
that I know I will have to wait until it happens to see.
I get so scared, and I just cry because we really live to die.
I'm a strong believer in God, but I have my questions
about the afterlife.

To know that one day you won't exist physically is so
scary and it puts you in this place to really be careful how
you live your physical life on this earth! Every day I hope

and pray that I won't die no time soon, considering I am
scared, but I know one day that day will come.
Sometimes I'll be doing so good at the moment and the
thought of life and death comes up. At that moment I felt
forced to face reality about it, but I couldn't so I tried
screaming it out of my mind.

I really can't accept the fact that I will die and not open my
eyes anymore. When I was little, I used to ask people
"What will happen to us when we die? When we die,
does that mean we are dreaming, but can't open our
eyes?" As a kid I was curious, and as of now I still am.
I hate having to suppress the most horrifying thought(s) in
my crazy mind every day. I hate having to even think
about it.

All you really want is to have closure about where you go,
and what will happen, but we don't. It's so stressful and
aggravating sometimes you feel like you're losing your
mind.

It's not all bad thinking about death sometimes, though it
may be scary it's okay to not be so fearful about it. Just
thinking about it helps me dig deeper into it all. When my
loved ones died, I felt their presence around me, I actually
saw one of them one night after laying them to rest earlier
that day. I was so scared and thought I was hallucinating,
but then I realized how real it was and how real it felt; it
seemed so surreal.

To know that their spirit is this walking the earth and is in
your presence can make you feel a little bit of closure.
That moment I kind of knew and got a feel of how things
would be, but still isn't so sure.

To know that we live to die makes me want to go harder
in my life better than ever! It makes me realize that life is
too precious to sit around and do nothing! Always tell
yourself "Before I die, I will be someone! I will leave a
impact and legacy behind!"
Your life isn't a game, you can't cheat your way through
it! You have to always do things the way it is destined for
them to be done. Take your life completely serious! Take
the topic of death that roams your mind and turn it into
something positive.

When you think of death think of it as finally leaving the
first stage of hell. Think of it as you won't suffer from this
earth full of evil and crazy people, who only live to make
your life miserable. Think of it as finally being at peace.
Your soul can never die and face the fact that when we
are born, we already have an expiration date. Your
physical appearance won't live forever but HAVE THE
MINDSET THAT OUR SOULS WILL! Thinking of
death negatively causes major anxiety and real issues
within yourself and mind.

I had to start accepting death and finding ways to gain
closure about it. I don't want to leave this dysfunctional
world, but I know that someday I will...

I wonder will I ever really be at peace once I die? I
wonder what does it feels like to not rest in the peace?
What does it mean to rest in peace? So many unanswered
questions.

I live my life wondering about what will happen. My
biggest fear has always been to die, I'm so scared,
thinking about it makes me cry and makes me want to
live for eternity. I don't want to know what it is like when
I die, but then again, I do.

I try to have a good mindset when it comes to the topic of
death; sometimes I do, but sometimes I don't. It really
touches my soul on another level. I can't function when
thinking about not existing anymore, I can't function
when thinking about will I ever rest in peace or will I
never rest.

Lord knows I am scared, but Lord knows I also have faith
that everything is going to be alright...