One more chance (Jungkook x reader)

Wtf okey

Your eyes widened and your heart stopped beating for a split second-

At this rate, you were probably going to contract some extreme heart palpitations and have a heart attack on the spot.

Well, if that happens he's paying for your funeral.. you're not going down dirt cheap.

You want to be an expensive girl~

"Is it too much to ask you to love me again?"

Yes.

You sighed, somber.

You feel drunk, almost hopeful.

After what he's put you through and how much he's hurt you, you can't possibly fathom just forgiving him on the spot. It didn't feel justified to you, it made you feel worthless- as if he could just come back into your life and dignify himself back into your heart. 

You pulled out of his grasp and pushed him away gently, raising your head to look him in the eye.

"Yes, it is too much to ask me to love you again after all you did." You said softly, eyes steely and watery.

He let out the saddest smile, and his eye crinkled as he did.

You absolutely hated seeing him this way, because your heart wrenched painfully in your chest with each tear threatening to spill out from his doe-like eyes.

"Of course it is, I don't know why I asked."

You cut him off with a finger to his lips, effectively shutting him up.

You didn't want to hear another,

lie.

excuse.

anything that could spill out of his mouth that could get you looking his way.

Humans are naturally prone to crave mutual feelings. You can feel the love that he easily tossed away running through your veins, and just jumbling up your thoughts.

You wanted to see if he really meant what he said.

You wanted him to show you what if felt like to be loved by him, and it was wrong, it felt so wrong.

You breathed a gasp and steeled your emotions that threatened to burst out once more.

"But. I'm not against you trying, it's something you've never done before." You said coldly and he flinched at the underlying meaning that your words held.

He smiled and looked at you, relieved, grateful- and remorseful?

You turned to leave and exit the storage room that you've been in for an eternity now; the atmosphere was suffocating and you couldn't stand another moment in this room.

He grabbed your arm, and you turned around to face him.

Eyes stiff puffy, he gave you a sweet bunny toothed smile.

Don't smile at me like that, you thought.

It only makes it harder for me to see how you'd actually try, it makes you feel like he's once again got you wrapped around his finger- just like he always did in the past.