Love that cannot be erased

Chapter 30 - Sia Jai

Kongpope

After what I saw, I said I won't push her away because his not my boyfriend, yet my body moved on it's own and I found myself pulling him away from her
P'Arthit look stunned, I thought he would be happy that I took him away from her grasp but it wasn't

He blatantly push me away in front of my employees and immediately go to her side, asking if she is okay etc

Okay fine.. Apple is right

Things just started again between us, 6 months ago his in my reach now it's a different story

He push me away okay now it's my cue to tell what I was doing

"6 months ago P, I was happy to let you go and watch you happily marrying my sister even it kills me inside but for now I think I cannot let you slip away from me! I love you P'Arthit will you be my boyfriend?"

I just look at him,but he didn't meet my gaze he didn't even answer my question and let that girl dragged her away from my sight

This is it.. 

My muse manages to slip away from me

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The following week I attended Apple and Dye's engagement .. she asked me where is P'Arthit but I don't know how to respond to her inquiry

After a few minutes P'Arthit arrived with that girl, they look so in love and it totally pissed me off

"Kongpope you really let him slip away from you?"

"Don't ask the obvious"

"What happened?"

"The moment I decided to announced my feelings the day he blatantly push me away without telling me why?! Apple you and Aim really cursed me behind my back!?" I managed to teased my sister even I am not feeling well

Apple asked me a favor to be their photographer gladly I took the job to stop myself from being jealous

"Kong I thought you and P'Arthit are going out who is that girl? Why she clings like that to him?" Now it's Prae who asked the obvious I don't know how to respond her questions because me myself is totally clueless

I decided to not give up and I will not
Just I cannot take this sensation my chest hurts so much, I feel dizzy.. why P'Arthit is smiling at me I thought he hates me, why his smiling at me while caressing her face
I can't take this anymore as darkness succumb me

When I open my eyes, I saw people around me did I faint? Shit! P'Arthit cannot see me this vulnerable if he already saw then it's fine he doesn't care right?

"Kong! The ambulance is on it's way just stay still and don't move!" Apple worriedly come to offer me help but I cannot accept anyone's help not now as I shove her away and find the nearest exit

"Kongpope where the hell are you going?!" P'Arthit asked I decided to ignore him but he block my way out

"Answer me"

"Why do you care? Get out of my way"

"Kongpope"

"Khun Arthit get out of my way before I push you aside"

"Do it but I won't let you go! Your sick Kongpope! You just fainted do I need to remind you that! Quite being stubborn and listen to me!"

I didn't fight anymore I am tired I just sit and stay still like he instructed the moment I open my eyes I have an IV and lying on the hospital bed like a prisoner. When I roamed my eyes inside the room I noticed they put me in a VIP room where I had my own television, own table, own bathroom and my own emergency button when I look down I saw my sister sleeping to my while her head is resting to her hand

"Aps! Wake up, you shouldn't sleep here!"

"Kong your awakened! I need to call Arthit he needs to know your awaked!"

"Don't bother he doesn't care"

"You don't know what you are saying Kongpope!"

"Aps can you get my phone, I need to talk to someone and it's urgent please?"

Apple gave me my phone and I call P to visit me

"Kong what's up?"

"Sawasdee P'Ren can you visit me to the hospital I can't come to your place right now, I am a bit disoriented and things just move around me like in Harry Potter series I need to talk to you please"

"I will Kong, can I bring Kian with me?"

"Sure P! I will wait for you na?"

Before I can end the call Aim with Meilin just barged in my room

"Aim I am sick why did you brought my wife here? Do you want her to get sick?"

"Kong you don't know why you were here?"

"No Aim"

"You had a panic attack earlier Kong"

"Your kidding right Aim? it's been 8 years since my last attack" I tried to deny yet I know that there is a huge probability that panic attack will lead to anxiety attack

"Mei show your Uncle Kong your grades" Aim says as Meilin sat on his bed as she handed her report card proudly

"Very good Meilin! Once Uncle is good to go I will take you to Disneyland do you want that? Uncle needs a breather , help me na?"

Meilin just nodded and another visitor arrived this time it's Por

"Kong are you okay son? You can take a break?"

"Por I am not going to die so please don't act like that!"

"Kong I bought you a new camera, maybe you will feel relax when you tour around Asia" I took the camera he gifted to me as I smashed it to the ground that surprise everyone

"I don't like camera I despise that! Don't ever show me that kind of technology" I feel a lot of sensations but I need to fight this I cannot let sickness overcome me

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Arthit

When Apple called me that Kong awakened I hurried to hospital, I feel guilty that I trigger him and he develop a panic attack after 8 years

The moment I arrived I saw him smashed the camera and heard him yelling that he doesn't like camera that he despised it

How come? Did I cause him that? Shit! Why did I agreed to her suggestion now I will end up being hated by the person I love.