Love that cannot be erased

Chapter 16

Kongpope

I noticed when we arrived at Loveland P'Arthit all of a sudden acting strange like his not the muse that I used to work with Mount Hallasan

He suddenly became stiff and dry, what did I do to destroy his mood? I enjoy working with street photography but out of blue my muse I'm with became uncertain

I am up to forget my devious plan of nude photography with me but why it seems like his giving me an opportunity to do my plan, well that is a ridiculous accusations if he will do IT for me...  of course soon

but not this fast

his not mine yet to agree to whatever I want, his heart belongs to Apple his soon to be wife while me a famous photographer who had been blinded by my own love to my unattainable muse.

Damn it, I need to throw all this angst sentiments aside and focus on my muse

maybe my muse is just hungry and he needed his pink milk to pamper his mood swings, so I ask him that were going back and continue our shoot tomorrow, he immediately agree to my offer giving me a weak smile which made me somehow relief that his fine

I am one step away from him when he says

"Kongpope your handsome when you show your true smile"

Did I heard it right? or my mind creating some kind of delusional sentiments again?

"What?"

"I said your handsome, it is my first time seeing you smile like without your mask Kongpope"

"Oh your falling in love with me? that's so fast P!" I mocked him and he just hit my shoulder and swear that he will never compliment me again

So I am handsome my charm make its way to your heart, good step by step

sooner or later you'll forget her and focus will retain on me...  only me your Kongpope

--

Arthit

Why I am affected to his smile? When he finally low his standard and let me decide for what I want

Those smile bother me so much that I cant help by getting distracted.

This place is so good yet all I can see is some couple, happily walking side by side with their lover

While I am being terrorized by Kongpope's threat of doing a nude photography of me did he really love me this much? or his just playing me ?

The way he treats me is different from the way Apple did, she never ask for what I want,  she just let me know everything she wants and I happily follow her

Unlike Kongpope he wanted to hear my thought, my opinion and he doesnt dictate me to stop drinking my nomyen instead he pamper me so much

WAIT WHAT IS GOING ON WITH ME? WHY AM I COMPARING APPLE TO KONGPOPE!

Apple is my fiancee and Kongpope is just an acquaintance

I sighed and throw that thoughts away,before picking that damn jerk but I did not expect to see a girl a resemblance of my angel she is with a guy , holding hands while walking

I want to follow them yet I stop along the way, what if she is really Apple can I accept being play by her? What if I am wrong? then I will give this jerk a chance to open up with him and use it as his advantage to get me

Seriously what is wrong with me?
Why I am always considering his point of view before mine!
What the hell did you do to me Kongpope?