A/N My brother went to a fair with his friends and is sleeping over his house!!! I'm so jealous!!!! aggghh I ate a piece of his candy apple and cut my lip!!! I have zero good luck!!! ugghh whatever!!!
1 Month Later
KeriPOV
"Keri!" Harry calls from the bedroom as i stare at myself in the mirror of the bathroom with the door closed. "I'll be right there!" I call. My hair is in my face i blow it out of the way as i fill up my cup with water, I open up the small orange bottle i stare down at the blue pills as i shake to onto my hand i put them into my mouth and slug down the cold water. I look at myself in the mirror and i hear her voice echoing through my head, i can almost smell her perfume and see her piercing blue eyes 'Fat,cow,no life, loser,idiot,Ugly,wimp,weak" and i can feel the pain of all the kicks i got in the stomach from her stupid black stilettos. I can almost feel the relief of the cold metal blade drawing across my wrist,and the warm blood trickling down my arm making all the pain go away.
"Keri" i hear Harry call from the room i can hear him get up and begin to walk to the bathroom. I quickly put the pills in the baggy pockets of Harry's grey sweatpants I'm wearing. The door handle turns revealing a tired Harry 'you okay?" he ask's i nod he bites his bottom lip while thinking "You sure? he asks 'Harry I'm sure just leave me alone' He looks taken back but just walks towards me, engulfing me in a hug. 'What was that for?" i ask as he pulls away slowly 'just to make sure" he says he looks down at my hand and at the silver ring he had given me a smile plays at his lips. I have been taking these pills for a month and he still dont know although he has been asking about my weight. He leaves the bathroom, as the door shuts with a lock i slide onto the cold white tiled floor my head goes in my hands as i look down at the pinkish scars dancing around on my wrist's my stomach jerks suddenly and I'm quickly leaning over the toilet bowl.
I flush and wipe my mouth, i pull out the pill bottle and read the back
Warning- Do not take on a empty stomach.
Well there diet pills what do they expect. Us to pig out and eat everything then take a pill and gain zero pounds?
I blow a few bangs out of my eyes, sighing as I get up gripping the black granite edge of the sink, i take a few deep breaths forcing back the tears about to spill. I walk slowly out of the bathroom steadying myself from my new headache and dizziness I crawl into the warm bed wrapping my arms around him. Tears fall down and stream down my cheeks. Harry wipes away my tears 'what's wrong?" he asks. I cant respond because the only thing i can see is complete blackness.
HarryPOV
She walks in slowly as she sits next to me wrapping her arms around me their really hot like she has a fevor, I feel something wet hit my shoulder i turn my head to see Keri crying 'what's wrong/' i ask her eyes fall shut. "LIAM!" I yell as I feel her chest, her heart beat is slowing down He runs in along with 3 other boys and a tired Ally. He rushes to Keri and picks her up bridal style her hair flowing he rushes her to the car as we all trail along in a rush. Louis sits next to me and i grab his hand as Niall drives to the hospital.
'Keri?" i hear Zayn say as he shakes her 'Keri?" he repeats louder and harsher this time, we pull into the hospital 'whats wrong Zayn?" i ask he rushes choking on tears saying quietly,
"she stopped breathing."
She is still rushed away by doctors and nurses, those three words echoing in my head.
She stopped breathing.
she stopped breathing.
she stopped breathing.
Those three words can ruin someones life forever, those three words can ruin a family and brake tons of hearts. I close my eyes picturing Keri when i hear a nurse come in 'can i speak to you all?" she says we all nod anxious "is Keri a model?" she asks we shake our heads 'why would you be asking that?" say Liam. She holds up a small orange bottle reading "Diet Pills" in all black letters "these where found in the pocket of her sweatpants.'
Diet Pills, why would she- 'Hey look it's fat Keri!" yells the Blondie
"She made me do this' she holds up her scared wrists.
She is insecure but i never knew- i could of saved her 'Harry did you know about this?" asks Niall his eyes red with tears i shake my head 'no' i say "but if i did0-' i feel warm tears prick up in the sides of my eyes '-i -i never would of let her" Liam pulls me into a hug as the nurse leaves 'she will be okay" Liam says 'I hope so.'
6 Days
We cant see her or know what's going on for 6 day's. She died, twice, but was shocked back. She did major damage to her body.
And it's all because of that dumb Blondie bitch(sorry for cursing guys)
The door is opened slowly and we all sit up in amazement only to reveal a nurse 'does anyone have the same blood type?" we all shrug our shoulders. We go through test's and Niall ends up giving two pints to her.
'This is ridiculous!" Zayn says i nod 'no information on anything with her, not even why Niall had to give blood!" i nod slowly and close my eyes.
The door opens and in is wheeled a pale,cold,tired,and asleep Keri. 'She may not wake up for a few days,hours,minutes it all depends" i sigh nodding as she walks away.
I look at Keri, i could of saved her, i could of done anything,if only i had payed more attention, is this all my fault?
I look down at her hands the only symbol of my love is on her finger the ring i had given her. A new nurse walks in 'would you all like to stay overnight?" She asks we all nod "okay' in comes a few empty hospital beds and she says 'sleep' we all crawl into bed. I hold Keri's ice cold hand the whole night hoping she will be okay.
'Harry' i hear a voice say i open my eyes and see Keri is still asleep i look around trying to find the voice it's Ally "Harry?" she says i look at her 'yeah?" i say 'don't-don't blame yourself' she says "but if i had payed more attention to her and called her beautiful more often-" she cuts me off.
"Don't blame yourself Hazza' I nod 'okay' i say she smiles and goes back to sleep my eyes watch Keri hoping she will wake up soon and i can hear her beautiful voice her wonderful eyes, just see Keri being.....Keri again.
KeriPOV
It's all black. Nothing, as if I'm asleep, but cant wake up....what are those called again?........Coma. I'm in a coma i can feel warmth on my left hand and i know it's Harry because the soft hands are locked with mine, in a firm grip. This is all my fault if only I can...
My eyes open.
My surroundings form, my feelings rush in, my body tingles as if the blood flow just started again like when your hand falls asleep. I look over at the boy with curly hair and tear streaked cheeks sleeping next to me.
I shake his shoulder, his eyes flutter open and all I can say is 'Hi Haz."
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