Dallas Winston Little Sister // Ponyboy & Johnny

Chapter 40

~~~A Few Days Later~~~

(Hannah's P.O.V)

No one knows about the kiss. And we plan to keep it like that. Today was the first day I get to go to the support group. And I'm terrified to go. But at least there be other kids there that suffer from the same thing. I got dressed. I wore some skinny jeans. And one of Dally's sweatshirts he wears to sleep. Then went downstairs.

"Dally I'm ready to go." I said

"Oh Hannah I'm not taking you today. Johnny is but I'm picking you up ok?" Dally said

"Ok."

I walked outside and saw Johnny sitting on the steps. He had his hands in his face. When I closed the door he looked at me and smiled.

"Hey Johnny." I said

"Hey Hannah who's sweatshirt is that?"

"It's Dally's you ready to go?"

"Yea. Lets go."

The sky was gray out today. Clouds on top of each other. It was kind of raining but not. So it was sprinkling. Every now and then Johnny would look at me. Finally we got to the place I need to be at.

"Good luck." Johnny said

"Thanks."

He leaned in and kissed me and I kissed back. Then he pulled away.

"I'll see you later."

"Bye."

After Johnny turned the corner I turned around to get inside but someone was in my way and that person scared me. I jumped.

"Was that your boyfriend?" she asked

There stood a girl with blue hair. She had pale skin and baby blue eyes. She was really pretty. (Picture on the side)

"Uh no he's not my boyfriend. We'll not that I know of."

"How do you not know if he is your boyfriend?"

"I lost my memory."

"I'm sorry. By the way I'm Ariana."

"Hannah."

We walked inside. There were about four kids there. One kid was around 11. He had brown hair and green eyes. He was sitting in a chair and he was sitting Indian style. Another person there was a girl. She looked around eight. She looked scared. Her hoodie was over her head so I didn't see her. There was a boy sitting next her. He looked around 18.  And he had black hair with purple highlights. There was another boy sitting next to him. He looked around 13. He had blonde hair and brown eyes. The boy looked scared. 

Ariana and I sat down together. Then Dr. Harvey came into the room. He had a clipboard then he sat down next to me. Since that was the only chair left.

"Ok everyone we have some new today. Her name is Hannah Winston. Hannah will you tell us how you got PTSD."

"Uh. Um i-i don't remember."

"Ok everyone. First she has memory lost. And she got PTSD because she was beaten. For about six months straight. That's all I can say. Everything else is personal."

Everyone looked at me. It was so weird. I just breathed in and out.

~~~A few hours later~~~

Everyone was crying. I look over at Ariana. She had some tears in her eyes. She looked at me.

"This happens all the time. Don't worry. Everyone here ends up crying at some point."

"Ok I felt like.... I don't know...I just want to cry."

"Don't worry. Everyone here cries it's no big deal."

I started crying. Ariana rub my back. Then Dr. Harvey said it was turn. All I had to do was let it out.

"Hannah how do you feel having lost your memory and having PTSD."

"I feel awful. I don't even remember my own brother. Then there was this guy I dated and we broke up but I didn't know. And he thought 'hey now that she lost her memory maybe I can get her back'. It hurt me and I was about to kiss him then a guy named Johnny said we had a fight and we broke up. I was about to kiss a guy who I broke up with. He played. He thought that now that I lost my memory I can.... I don't know. It's hard to explain. And I feel terrible having PTSD. There was this guy named Buck. And my brother and I live at his bar. So we walked in and he came running to me and pick me up. I got so scared. I started losing my breath and sweating hard core. Now when someone yells at me I get scared to death."

"Don't worry Hannah. You're not the only one. Look around you. Everyone here has PTSD. You're not alone. Ariana here is getting used to it. Ariana could you tell Hannah how you got this disorder?"

"Sure. We'll I was 14. So I've had this for three years. And my family and I were going on vacation. My dad was driving. My little brother and I were in the back sleeping. Then my father started falling asleep. The car went on the other lane and we got in a car accident. My brother and I were the only ones who survived. So now we live with our aunt. When I turned 15 I dyed my hair blue. Because that was my moms and dads favorite color. So every year I get my hair died to blue on the same date we crashed. And I also get a new Bellybutton ring. Because my mother always wore on. And only on the day of the crash will I wear hers."

"Oh my gosh."

"Hannah we all have a story. So do you. Don't worry if you ever need help I'll be here." Dr. Harvey said

Finally it was three. Now it was time to go. When I walked out I started crying. I didn't know that happened to Ariana. Then I felt someone put their hand on me. I turned around and saw Ariana.

"Hey," I said

"Hey."

"I-I didn't know that happened to you."

"Don't worry I'm fine now. I got over it. And don't worry some day your memory will come back."

"Hannah?" I heard Dally say. He walked over to me.

"Hey Dally."

"You ok? You're crying."

"Yea I'm fine. It's some sad stuff people said. Dally this is Ariana and Arianna this is my big brother Da-"

"Dallas Winston." she finished."Yeah I know you. Everyone knows you. But I never knew Hannah was your little sister."

"Well yeah she is. And if I were you I would back off."

"Dally she my friend. Please. I really need a girlfriend."

"Not with a girl with blue hair and a bellybutton ring."

"Dally you don't know her story. Don't judge her. She does this to herself for a good reason. And I'm not supposed to talk about it. She's supposed to tell you."

"I don't know if I would trust her."

"I don't see how she trust's you."

"Feisty I like that."

She rolled her eyes. "Please. It'll take a lot more than that to get me to go on a date with you."

"Who says I wanted to go on a date with you?"

"Trust me I know."

"Ok fine maybe I do want to go on a date with you. So will you?"

"Whatever. Dingo tomorrow nine o'clock."

Then she walked off. Dally and I went back home.