Dallas Winston Little Sister // Ponyboy & Johnny

Chapter 41

~~~One month later~~~

I woke up. Dally wasn't there. When I woke up it felt like something wasn't right. I don't know what. It' just I have this weird feeling. I went down stairs to the bar. Dally and Bucky were having a drink.

"Hey Dal. Hey Bucky." I said

"Hey Han...What did you just call me Bucky?" Buck asked

"Yeah what's the problem with that? We always call each other that. Well not Bucky. I call you that. And you call me Trouble Maker cause I never get in trouble."

"Oh my god." They said at the same time

"What?"

"Hannah what do I always do to you when you were little? Only you would know this."

"You would always hide my teddy bears. So when I couldn't find them you would bet me five bucks that you would find them. But since I was stupid back them I gave in. And you always ended up finding it."

"She's back!!!!" They yelled. Dally picked me up and I started sweating and my heart beat was pumping faster

"Who's back?" I asked, "A-And s-set me down. Before I have a panic attack."

"Sorry. But you you're back. Your memory is back. We missed you. You were so different with out your memory. It was like you were someone else."

"Well I guess I'm back. So what do we do now?" I asked

"We're telling the gang."

He pulled my arm. "Dally I'm still in my PJ's let me change."

"Fine but hurry."

I put on my blue plaid shirt. My black skinny jeans. Blue shoes. I combed my hair. And put on my black beanie. Then I went back down stairs.

"You ready?" he asked

"What time is it?"

"Well according to my watch it's 11 am."

"Dally your not wearing a watch."

"Just hurry up."

We got into a car the Buck let us use for today. We got to the Curtis house in five minutes flat. Once we were there Dally jumped out of the car and ran to the front door. I just walked. I wasn't even to the gate when I heard.

"HANNHA HAS HER MEMORY BACK!!!! I'M NOT KIDDING. SHE DOES HAVE IT BACK!!!" 

I giggled. Dally is such a child sometimes. When I walked in everyone hugged me. Again I was losing breath and my heart was beating 150 times a minute. I felt as if I were dying. Dally noticed. And pulled everyone off of me. Once they were of me I was still breathing heavily.

"Hannah breathes. Breathe. I'm not losing you again. Breath." Dally said

"What's happening?" Pony asked

"I told you at the hospital she has PTSD. And one of the symptoms is having Panic Attacks when people hug her and hug her too hard. I don't know why. But the doctor said for a few months we can't scare her. So stop."

"So Dally has a soft spot?" Two-Bit asked

"Shut the hell up dick head. Of course I have a soft side. It's Hannah gotta problem?"

"No." Two-Bit said in fear

"Then shut the hell up." Dally said "Hannah are you ok? Can you breathe?"

Even though I was still breathing heavily I nodded. Dally told me to sit down. He rubbed my back as I was trying to breath. But it was hard.

"D-Dally i-i-i-i-i thinks I just need some fresh air."

"Do you want me to come with you?"

"No I'm fine."

"I'll go with you." Johnny said

I smiled. We walked outside. I was walking a little bit ahead of Johnny. I was breathing through my mouth. My eyes were closed. I'm guessing Johnny heard.

"Are you ok Hannah?" Johnny asked

"Y-Yea I'm fine. It just I'm getting over my panic attack. It takes awhile."

"I'm sorry."

"It's fine."

"Hey um H-Hannah I was wondering do you remember what we did when you had lost your memory."

"You mean this."

I went up to him and kissed him and he kissed back. Then I pulled away.

"Hannah have you ever liked me? When we kissed did you like me? Even before did you like me?"

"Johnny. I really do like you I started liking you when I thought you died. I really do like."

"You like me? You do?"

"Yes. I do like you."

"Hannah. I really like you to. It's just what I said after I kissed you well made out. I like you. I like you Hannah Winston. I've liked you since you asked me to flirt with you. Hannah Bells Winston will you go out with me???"

"Yes. Johnny."

We kissed. But then I pulled away. "Johnny but I have to tell you something."

"Tell me."

"We have to keep it a secret. If we say were going out then they'll think that's the only reason I kiss you so I could get Pony to break up with me. And they tell us that we have to break up cause your older than me. And i-i-"

"I don't care. But for you I'll keep the secret. Because I love you." Johnny held my cheeks with his hands.

"I love you to."

He kissed me and I kissed back. We pulled away he smiled.

"Just 15 more days until your birthday."

"I know."

"You know. I've been saving up to get you something for your birthday. And I hear that Dally is getting you something to."

"Come on you don't have to get me anything."

"I know I don't but now that were dating I have to get you something."

"Johnny we've been dating for two minutes. You don't have to buy me something."

"We I am."

"Fine but I'm paying you back."

"No you're not."

"Ugh. Fine."

"That's much better."

We walked around the park a few times and just talked. Johnny's more of a better listener than Pony is. And I know Johnny would never break my heart. I'm in love with Johnny Cade.