My God

My God 9 )

TWO MONTHS LATER:

I've been working hard these past two months. My powers are under more control and yet I still have to control my tears when it comes to my solitude or sleeping time.
I just can't stop thinking about him.

He hurt me pretty bad but I have these dreams that the guards are beating him and he lets them, he doesn't eat for a few days at a time because he doesn't want to and he wallows in his regrets.

Every single night that it's happened, I've woken up in cold sweat, my eyes glowing with power from the fear I felt, it was painful to think he was hurting himself because he was regretful.

He shouldn't fear those things.
I forgive him.. I've moved on.
Maybe not with a guy but my new purpose is to be a weapon.

My powers limit to nothing, I can even pick up Ignis's Vohon Sokyra myself and only the most powerful creatures in the entire universe could pick that thing up.
I think the god of fire was shocked as was I.
I could only pick it up when I had a field of energy around my arm, which meant I still had power, I was still powerful, I just wasn't fully able to lift it without some magical assistance.

I did wonder if Enas had the same abilities as I. He was the god of magic here.

I reluctantly showed to Salo the strength of my abilities to which I now travelled with Ignis, protecting the six realms. Making sure to return within three days... so I don't overload with power and well.. explode.
I refuse to like Salo. I'll forever hate him for how he hates Enas. No matter what Enas did, even if he accidentally killed Malika, he was still Salo's son.

Ignis and I were walking through the halls of the palace, he had become a good friend of mine. Sure he was arrogant, proud, bit of an oaf but he was a good warrior.

We talked about how and why Yaldvir has been kept a secret from us on earth. He explained to me the six realms;
Forgenweld
Pwentoweld
Quendaweld
Astroweld
Teidweld
And Earth.

He said that Yaldvir was created to keep peace among all life forms in the galaxy and that whenever they had to return to Earth, they were shoved into mythology books, such as Norse mythology, Greek mythology and Egyptian mythology.

It made sense having an incredibly powerful realm protect us and now I know we're not alone in the world. Was it weird? Absolutely but what about my new life isn't weird?

I now wore a silver chest plate, red silk shirt underneath my chest plate and red ankle length and skintight latex pants with black boots and a silver chain metal skirt around my waist.
I had a dagger for protection which I wore at my side with a sheath. Otherwise I relied on my hand and power abilities.

"I want to see him" I said to Ignis as we walked passed some guards.

"Do you think that is wise?" He asked slightly astonished I suggested it.
When it comes to the Enas subject I avoid it at all costs. Even when my new friends want to discuss previous wars that he fought in I would disappear.
Only Salo, Ignis, Enas and I know that we are soulmates. It wouldn't go too well with the public if they knew that he could've been loved and now has no chance at that. Besides the public is already hating him for the 'tragedy of the queen Malika'.

"I've been practising. I'm stronger in the physical, spiritual and emotional side of things. I've read enough history to know he is tricking me. I just need to confront him about something"

Ignis looked at me with a worried expression. He knew that even though I thought I was strong enough, Enas was a sensitive subject and I was susceptible to his mind games.
I had to talk to him though, about my dreams. They are just too real.