Promise Me? 5sos Ashton Irwin

Chapter Eleveen

*Michael's POV*

My mom doesn't love me

My heart dropped when those words fell from her lips.

"Ariel what do you mean your mom doesn't love you" I asked.

"I called my mom and she went on and in about how her and my father doesn't love me and how she doesn't care about my...." she paused like she was afraid to go any further.

I realized that she was scared to tell me. I grabbed her by her hands.

"Ariel you can tell me anything. I won't tell anyone and I would never ever judge you" I assured her.

She sighed and wiped her tears before she continued.

"She said that she didn't care about my depression and anxiety. She told me how my father and her are so happy that I'm gone. My parents have always said awful things when they were drunk but she said it so honestly. I could tell that she was telling the truth. She never wanted me. They never asked for a child like this." She sobbed.

I felt so bad. How could a girl as beautiful, funny, amazing, and caring have so many problems. More importantly how can she have such terrible parents.

"Do you want to talk about it" I asked willing to listen to however long of a story it would take.

She nodded and grabbed my hand. She led me to her bed and locked all the doors. Probably so when the boys come home they wont interrupt our talk.

"Remember Ariel you can tell me anything" I said as she sat on the bed next to me.

She took a big breath and let it all out.

"My depression started around 15 and from then it just got worse and worse. I started losing friends because of it. People would bully me and rumors would be spread. That and my shitty ex boyfriend caused my anxiety to start and my depression to get even worse. I've tried to commit suicide a couple of times. Each time my brother stopped me. The only people to know that I cut back home was Bailey, my brother, and my parents. I've had 2 therapist and all the medicine they gave me never seemed to help. So I've learned to only talk to me people that I trust" she said holding back sobs.

My mind raced and I felt several different emotions. Rage, guilt, sadness etc. I don't understand why a girl like her has to go through so much pain.

"Ariel... I'm so sorry.. I want you to know that I completely understand. I'm always, always, here if you need me. It doesn't matter what time it is or what it's about I'll always be here for you" I said.

"Thanks you Mikey" she said as she wrapped her arms around my neck and pulled me into a hug.

As soon as I wrapped my arms around her at began to sob and she put her head into my neck. I rubbed her back and whispered encouraging things into her ear. I felt really bad that she had to go through those things. I felt even worse that she had to go through it with parents that didn't really care.

"Cuddle?" She said into the crook of my neck.

"Of course" I said.

I gave her a smile as we both layed down. I was on my back and she put her head on my chest.

"I'm so sorry" she whispered.

"For what?" I said confused.

"For cutting and for you having to listen to my problems" she said, as her voice cracked.

I lifted her head so she was looking at me.

"Don't apologize for that. I will always listen to your problems. I want you to come to me if anything ever happens. I want to be a person that you trust and come to with your problems." I said honestly

She smiled and kissed me on the cheek. She then went back to her current position. She was still crying but it was less then before.

15 minutes passed by and my phone beeped.

Hey well be home in about an hour-Cal-Pal

I sighed as I looked down and realized that Ariel had fallen asleep. I smiled and removed some hair from her face.

She was so sweet and she down deserve to feel like this. I'm glad she opened up to me though. As I thought about Ariels situation my eyes started to feel heavy and I eventually fell asleep.

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*an hour later*

I woke up to noise in the other hotel room. I then realised that the boys were back. I decided id get up to make sure they don't wake up Ariel.

I carefully moved out from under her and crept into the other room closing the door behind me.

"Hey can you guys be quiet Ariels sleeping" I said as I walked into the room.

"Is she all right" Calum said.

"Yea shes all right just let her sleep" I replied.

*Ariel POV*

I woke up and Mikey was no longer underneath me. I sighed when I remembered what happened.

I went into the other room where the boys were watching tv.

"Lets get drunk" I said.

""I'm down" Calum said as the other boys nodded their head on agreement.

I went over and grabbed the 5 bottles id alcohol that was left over from the party.

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10 shots later and a couple mixed drinks and all of us were drunk.

"Me Calum and Mikey are going to bed" Luke said.

"Party poopers" Ashton and I said in unison.

We laughed as they pushed us out of the room.

Me and Ashton were both shitface drunk at this point.

"Ash" I whined.

"Whatttt" He whined back.

"Kiss me" I said.

He looked up from me from where he was sitting on the bed. I then sat on him and ran my finger through his hair pulling it when I got the nape of his neck.

He then smassed his lips into mine. He then bit my lip and I let his tongue slip into my mouth. I broke the kiss and pushed him down on the bed connecting are lips again as I was now completely on top of him.

I felt him smile into the kiss as his hands found their way to my butt. I began placing kisses along his neck. I was about to reconnect are lips when he stopped me.

"Should we be doing this" he slurred.

"Probably not" I sighed as I got off of him.

I felt his arms snake around me and he leaned in kissing me gently on the lips.

"Goodnight Ariel" he said.

"Goodnight Ash" I whispered.