Promise Me? 5sos Ashton Irwin

Chapter- twenty eight

Ashtons POV.

I have to tell her. I want to be with her. Her smile, the way her eyes squint and her nose crinkles when she laughs, how she's not afraid to show her true self, the way she dances like no ones watching even if there's loads of people in the room, the way she says my name, how she blushes and gives me a shy smile whenever I compliment her, these are all the things I love about her. Before we met, I was stuck. I was happy, but things weren't as good as they are now. When I'm with her I feel complete. I have never felt like this with anyone else and were not even together.

I've been dying to ask her to be mine, but a part of me is so scared of rejection. I've been rejected before, but rejection from her, that would ruin me.

I don't think she understands what she means to me. Whenever she walks into the room my eyes light up and hundreds up butterflys erupt throughout my stomach.

I took a deep breathe as we got closer to the hotel. I couldn't help but feel extremely nervous. My hands were sweaty and I couldn't stop shaking.

"Hey it will all be fine" Luke's voice said, interrupting my thoughts.

While we were out today we talked about the me and Ariel situation. He listened to me and helped me come to the realization that I just need to ask her out.

"I can tell that you really care for her mate. She all ready knows how you feel and I see the way you guys look at eachother. Just ask her out, and if she says no well all be here for you. But to be honest mate I really doubt that she's going to reject you. You should see the way her eyes light up whenever you walk into the room. Or whenever she watches us perform she's always watching you so intently even though she won't admit it."

That's what he had said and that's where I found the courage to do it. I'm just worried that she's going to reject me, even though Luke told me that I shouldn't. I just feel like too much has happened between us. What if she just doesn't like me anymore? What if she just says no? What if she likes someone else?

"Were here" Luke's voice broke my train of terrifying thoughts.

I took a deep breath and got out of the car. Luke and I walked in silence to the elevator. I took deep shakey breaths as I watched the numbers go up. After a few moments of silence the elevator finally stopped and Luke and I continued walking until we reached his door.

"Good luck man" he pat me on the back and slipped into his hotel room.

I walked the remaining steps until I reached Ariels hotel room. I let out a huge sigh before finally knocking on her door. I waited about 30 seconds until the door swung open revealing a nervous looking Ariel.

"Hi Ash" she said happily but nervously at the same time, opening the door more so I could walk in.

"Hey Ariel" I replied, walking into her room and taking a seat on the edge of the bed.

"So... you wanted to talk to me" she questioned, closing the door and turning to look at me.

"Yea I do" I said, slowly nodding.

She nodded as well and began slowly walking towards me. She sat next to me on the bed and turned so she was facing me.

"Ash what's wrong, you look nervous" she questioned, concern in her voice.

"That's because I am" I giggled slightly, turning to face her as well.

"Well don't be it's just me. You can tell me anything Ashton" she said sofly.

I nodded and took a deep breathe. "Look Ariel I can't keep pretending that I don't have feelings for you. That my heart doesn't race everytime you walk into the room. That you don't make me nervous anytime our hands slightly touch, or anytime were laying in bed together. Whenever you smile it just makes my day brighter. When you say my name my heart flutters and a smile immediately finds its way onto my face. When-" I was interuptted by Ariel smashing her lips onto mine.

I blinked my eyes in suprise but instantly relaxed and closed them when she started moving her lips against mine. Our lips began to move in sync. The kiss was slow and full of passion and need. I cupped my hands to her face and was suprised when something wet touched my hand.

"Whats wrong" I said,pulling away from the kiss and resting my forehead onto hers.

She chuckled and shook her head. She looked up into my eyes a opened her mouth to speak.

"I like you too" she whispered.

I smiled and kissed her once more.

"Be my girlfriend?" I asked.

She smiled and nodded,locking our lips together once more.