i never hurt you... we weren't meant to be together
heartbreak... The only thing i hadn't experienced before him
heartbreak... it's not the kind of sadness to where you cry all the time,But more of like the sadness that overwhelms your body,Leaving your heart aching and your stomach empty. Making you feel weak and tired.And you can't even sleep because the sadness takes over your dreams too. It's almost a sadness you can't escape
heartbreak...Trust me i know how it feels. I know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower JUST so no one can hear you. I know what it's like to wait for everyone to fall asleep Just so you can fall apart, For everything to hurt so bad you just want it all to end. Trust me i KNOW how it feels
He told me he was Prince-Like
He told me i was his Princess!
atleast i didn't have to see it myself at least my best friend patton told me
I was nothing but a toy to him I was nothin- I am nothing
I JUST NEED TO DISSAP-
*Ping Ping*
I swear if its him i'm gonna flip my lid... I pick up my phone and look at the caller ID, I sigh exasperatedly and pick up the phone and call the person we have a decent conversation until "wanna come over?" pops into his sentence i sigh "y-you know i ca-" "can't what? come over?" he replies "ye-"i begin to say but get interrupted...again... " why not? you can come over you just don't want too" i sigh again "yeah because i'm scar-" interrupted...again... "scared? of what?" i groan "i'll be over soon" and hang up
i look at my outfit in the mirror
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i look ugly but oh well i shrug and begin the walk to the devil house
time skip
i look at the door debating whether i should knock or just turn around and head home...C'MON Y/N YOU CAN DO THIS i eventually get the guts and turn around to leave but get stopped when i see thomas walking up to me with bags full of food " i got caught out didn't i?" he just nods and opens the door whilst shoving me inside, Everyone's eyes snap towards me i see the four familiar faces and frown slightly looking at the floor "h-hey guys..." i look up to the guys to see them all look at me like i'm a stranger until patton speaks up "wh-what happened to you y/n?" "what do you mean? i'm just me" patton brings out a mirror and shows me it "y-yeah so?" he then grabs a baby wipe amd wipes the make-up of my face so they can see the bags under my eyes and the spots on my face "okay! im upset! i'm allowed to be upset i got cheated on!" everyone looks at me strangely "what?" just then it all clicked into place without even asking anymore questions i stamped my foot on the floor 6 times and as i do that deceit shows up "what's up princess~" roman looks infuriated "hey! that's MY girlfriend" i silence him "deceit baby" i start, "yesssss" he asks curiously "why the fuck did you tell me that roman cheated on me" his face dropped immediately "i didn't patton did you even told me that" i just smirk and walk behind him wrapping my arms round his waits "yesss but i now remember that patton was at the animal shelter that day" i start again, "ssssssooooo that means it wasn't patton c'mon deceit just tell me baby" i put my hands in his pockets "or else i'm gonna gouge your eyes out with a rusty spoon" i say as i retract my hands quickly all the others are just looking at me wide-eyed "well...well...well who knew little miss naive was smart after all" i growl and side kick him in the face " i swear to god decei-""i thought you were an atheist" i glare at him "go" i say nonchalantly he just looks at me confused "what?" he murmurs " i said go you best do it before i change my mind" deceit scampers away and i turn around to face the boys who are all looking at me like i'm a naga "wh-what?" logan then steps up " using seduction to get answers i like it. it's proven that 99% of the time seduction works against a guy" i just giggle and then go serious again " i-i'm sorry i ignored you all i was just hurting a-a-and i couldn't bare to see any of you guys you can hate me if you want i deserve it" roman just runs up to me and kisses me "i-i-i-i thought i'd lost you i-i thought you hated me" i smiled and whispered "never ever again will i hate you" he just smiles and we all sit down to watch movies
i had my heart broken... But a heart can always be sewn back together again...