Everyday I would walk into that empty black room with the awfully loud echoes and fiddle with my thumbs, waiting for the lady with bleach blonde hair to come in and ask me the same question.
'How are you?' She would ask with which I would always answer with 'good'. She'd then walk out of the room and leave me there even more confused than I was the last visit.
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"How are you?" She asked. I was so sick of this question, you have no idea. A huge sigh left my my mouth and the words spilled like a waterfall out of my mouth.
"How am I? I feel like absolute shit. Do you know what it's like to lose two people in no more than 3 months? And even better, where you in love with those two people? Do you know what it's like to cry yourself to sleep every night wishing that it would all just end? That you'd go to bed one night and pray with all the bones in your body that you wouldn't wake up the next morning because dying is better than living in this hell!?" I shouted at her, smashing my hands down onto the wooden bench as salty tears rolled out of my eyes and down my rosy cheeks.
I was waiting for the usual response, waiting for her to walk out the door and leave me here. But this time it was different. She didn't leave.
She sat there, a proud smile plastered her face.
"There we go." She tapped her blue ball point pen on the wooden table.
"Now we can get started." She said again.
"Here's a journal." She told. "I want you to write everything in here, how you feel, what you do, where you go, write to Harry and Niall. Everything goes inside this book." She slid a black leather journal over to me and I stopped it with my hands. I nodded simply taking the book in my hands and flipping through the pages.
"I'll see you in a weeks time, Tayla." And with that she walked out of the door, head held high as if she'd accomplished something magical.
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I'm sorry, i know these chapters are really short and rubbish.
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thank you so much for reading over 8k reads!
Special dedication to @AThousandYears she's such a lovely person, she's been reading my fic from the start and leaves such lovely comments, i can't thank her enough! check out her One Direction/Liam Payne fan fiction, "Because I'm Broken" it's amazing. she's an amazing writer. Loveliest person, i swear!
I will be uploading wednesday, cause my mum and dad come home then and this internet sucks.
I'm sorry to keep you waiting, but you love me. right?
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Big love, Tayla! x
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