That's when they took him from me. A Harry Styles Fan Fiction.

Forty Two - Only You.

HARRY’S POV.

“You gave up on me so easily.” She tried to say, but it only came out a mere whisper.

“A-And.” She stuttered, the clear liquid becoming visible in her eyes, spilling over no matter how hard she tried to keep them back.

“It hurts to realise how easily I was forgotten. B-But the thing is, I never gave up on you, remember that, I was there the whole time.” She tried to say with as much anger as she could muster, trying to scream it out to me. The tears constricted her throat, making it hard for here to breathe and I noticed that. The lump in her throat, that she’s been trying so hard to hold back finally burst. The tears flowed endlessly out of her crystal blue eyes and guilt flickered briefly in mine, knowing that I was the one who caused her all of this unneeded pain.

“Tayla,” I started, gently. Inching my way, ever so slowly over to her. She flinched back the more I crept forward so I stayed put where I was, no matter how much the distance between us pained me.

“You have to trust m-“ I began to say, but she refused to listen to me, finally closing the distance between us she cut me off. Her body was pressed up against mine, but not in the way of affection – in the way of anger.

“Trust is earned.” She said, her voice hoarse but still full of anger. Her eyes portrayed a different emotion though – hurt.

“I can’t just magically hand it over.” She said, barely a whisper as she stood on the tips of her toes so that her eyes were nearly in line with mine.

“Tayla,” I tried to say.

“I’m not finished yet! Listen to me.” She shrieked, the tears flowing endlessly down her now red cheeks, falling off at the end of her delicate chin.

“I can’t deal with this. I’m not strong enough and I’m tired of pretending that I am.” She cried, but not letting the pain succumb her body just yet.

“All you did was lie!” She exclaimed, her throat raw.

“I had to!” I exclaimed, finally raising my voice.

“Give me any reason to believe, because I swear I’m done here.” She said, her voice full of hurt and vulnerability. Digging her fingers like knives into my chest. She finally took a step back, the tears overwhelming her small body. She clutched the side of her head and pulled her fingers through her hair recklessly.

There was a thick silence left in the room as I watched her fall to her knees, sobbing helplessly. All I wanted was to pick her up in my arms and cradle her broken body, mend her broken heart. She despised me and if I got any closer than two feet away from her without her permission I’d be sure to have the anger torn out of her and put on me.

“I need you to need me.” She finally said, barely whispering but just loud enough for me to hear her. The tears left her eyes as she begged to get the air into her lungs. Her breathing came out in big shuddering heaps and her body trembled from under her.

“I do need you, Tayla!” I exclaimed, finally all the anger and hurt that I’d been holding in for days was finally released from me body.

“I need you more than you’ll ever know, you’re just too blind to see it!” I retaliated. Clenching my own fists and watching as the thin skin that covered the top of my knuckles turned white.

“What makes you think I’m going to let you go?” I said, finally calming down. Trying my best to make my voice sound calm and gentle but I could still hear that tone of hurt making its way out of my mouth.

I watched her as she moved her hands away from her eyes. The sudden mixture of anger and hurt mixing in with the clear blue that settled in her eyes. She stood to her feet, frown lines appearing on the outside of her forehead. She inched her way quickly over to me, although the hesitation was clear in her steps.

“What makes me think you’re going to let me go?” She repeated, raising her eyebrows.

“You pretended you were dead, Harry! It was so easy leaving the first time, wasn’t it? What makes me think that you won’t do it again this time?” She said, her words like venom.

“God damn it, you think it was easy!?”I exclaimed, lifting my hands in the air and recklessly pulling my fingers through my mop of curls that sat messily discheveled on top of my head.

“You think it was easy staying away from you for so long? Living my life as a lie? Having to leave you and go away on my own. That was the hardest fucking thing I’ve had to do in my whole entire life, Tayla!” I yelled, finally releasing all the anger and finally getting at least one thing off of my chest.

“Well, you made it look pretty easy!” She exclaimed, tears still streaming down her face. The white around her eyes was now flushed red and I could tell that she was fighting to get the words out of her mouth.

“I hate when I look at you, all I see is lies.” She said as the tears started to slow, while she held her head with her hands.

I was lost for words, there was nothing I could say to make her feel better. Nothing I could do, to do anything really. Everything that I said just seemed to make everything worse, the best I could do was stop talking.

“You said you’d always be there.” She whispered, making it seem like more of a question than a statement.

“And I always was. I still am. Just because I wasn’t with you doesn’t mean I don’t love you. It doesn’t mean I never stopped loving you. That’s impossible.” I whispered back, real sincerity striking through my now fragile voice as the tears started to fall from my eyes.

“I know you hate me.” I said, lifting her chin so she would look directly into my eyes. Even though I thought the tears had stopped, they didn’t. They flowed out of her beautiful eyes like a leaking tap – a tap that you weren’t able to turn off.

“But I will wait for you, because it's only you. I will wait for you to love me back because I love you too much to let you go again and I will not let you go that easy.”

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I really don't even know what to say about this chapter, more arguements i guesssss.

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