That's when they took him from me. A Harry Styles Fan Fiction.

Thirty - Vulnerable.

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They told me I had to go to therapy today.

Yes, you heard me, therapy. 

It won't help. Who says I need help anyway?

Maybe I don't want help.

Maybe I don't want to get better.

They all think I'm crazy, I don't blame them. I think I'm crazy too. 

I've watched as all the people around me have gone insane and I haven't realised that I, myself, have too. 

Liam, he's definitely gone off the rails. He goes off every night, not telling anyone where and wont return for a few days after that, when he does get home he's not the Liam I knew only a few months ago. He's turned into something else, someone else takes over his body at those times and it's like I don't even know who he is, I don't think I want to know anymore. 

Louis, he's resorted to not talking to anyone and the only things that I hear leaving his mouth is sobs. Heartbreaking sobs. They usually start in the early morning, around 3 am. When he thinks that everyone's sleeping but really everyone is still up because they can't sleep either and they're probably doing the same thing as well. I miss the old Louis. All the emotions have left his body and he's just there, like furniture. 

Zayn, I made him go to the hospital, he's bulimic and has anorexia. He hasn't eaten much, he doesn't want to and no matter how many times I've told him he still won't listen. I hear him in his room sometimes, talking to himself. Over hearing him tell himself that he likes the way he looks and he wouldn't do anything to change it. I hear after every meal my best friend belch and watch as he sticks two fingers half way down his throat to bring his food back up. I watch as he walks out of the bathroom, his head held high, proud of what he's just done. And all I do is sit here, not doing much really. Just watch as everything turns to shit around me and there's absolutely nothing I can do about it. Nothing I could do to stop it. 

This is what happens when someone dies. 

This is what happens when you lose your band members. 

This is what happens when you lose your best friends. 

And this is what happens when you lose the people you love.

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