Pulse || Harry Styles

Chapter 9

Laura's POV:

    

I begin to hear Sarah's giggle as I come out of my drowsiness. I don't know how long I've been asleep but I felt much better from when I passed out. 

"Sarah you should know we don't have relationships with patients, now forget it."

Just as I was about to open my eyes Harry blurts those words out and I am left with confusion. 

What were they talking about?

I then began to panic...Did Sarah tell him? 

I blush at the thought and end up coughing like an idiot. I open my eyes and i see them both looking at me with wide eyes as I sit up and try and contain my coughs. 

"Uhhh Goodmorning"

I dumbly say without realizing it was actually the afternoon. That seemed to cheer them up as they burst into laughter at my awkwardness. 

"Goodmorning to you too Laura"

Harry chuckles while Sarah continues to laugh at me. 

"I take it, you're feeling better?"

He asks and I nod my head, twiddling my thumbs. 

"much better"

...

The rest of the day we talked and talked about my upcoming procedure and whatever we could think of. 

we were at a point where Harry and Sarah were bickering to each other about their mistakes and embarrassing moments. 

I was looking out the window enjoying the view of people walking past and the blue sky in the background. I have been missing the outdoors, being stuck in a hospital for almost a month is very draining. It had gotten so late that the sun was beginning to set and the sky was dyed with vibrant colors. 

"beautiful right?" 

Harry said softly. I was so lost in my thoughts I didn't even realize they had stopped bickering and were focused on me.

I blushed and saw Harry was looking where I was.

"yeah" 

I whispered softly 

"We are still talking about the view right"

Sarah remarked and starts to laugh as Harry gives her a glare. They start to bicker again and I just look out the window again. I really wanted to get out but I knew I wouldn't even be able to stand up. I have had the hardest time even moving slightly in my bed. My whole body felt as if it was paralyzed when I tried to lift my arm. 

My whole body has taken a toll from everything that has happened for the past couple of weeks. I don't have as much energy as I used to which scares me. I have even lost my breath just talking. 

I've felt myself give up there's nothing really much for me I have no parents, My friends are nonexistent and nobody would miss me if I was gone. 

I tell myself that every day, I slowly find myself hoping for my CHF to just take me over. Which to be honest is slowly happening day by day.

I just want this suffering to end.

Sorry for the long wait I had a lot of trouble with this episode :) and have been busy with school and work! hope you enjoyed though<3