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Freshman Year: Day 120

𝓘𝓼 𝓱𝓮...

𝓘𝓼 𝓱𝓮 𝓵𝓲𝓴𝓮 𝓶𝓮...?

𝓓𝓸 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓴 𝓱𝓮 𝓵𝓲𝓴𝓮𝓼 𝓶𝓮...?

𝓘 𝓱𝓸𝓹𝓮 𝓱𝓮 𝓭𝓸𝓮𝓼...

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It's been almost two months since Jungkook told me he was gay. I still remember that like it was yesterday...

The look on his face...

The way he looked like he was holding back tears of fear...

The way he smiled when I didn't lash out but instead hugged him and told him it was okay...

That it's okay to be gay...

That I won't hate him for being gay...

We've been friends since we were kids...

Nothing will change that...

There's one thing that still shocks me, the fact that Jungkook says he's been hiding this from everyone since fifth grade. He hasn't even told his own mother about this. That part surprised me.

Jungkook is the kind of person to tell his mother anything and everything, it's not like him to hide something from her like this. But I guess I can see where he's coming from, he's scared of rejection. That's why he was almost in tears as he told me, he was scared that I would reject him and he would lose the person he's closest to that isn't related to him.

As I sat through English class, I had all of these thoughts going through my head. As I thought about the event, I thought about Jungkook. His adorable little bunny smile. The way his nose scrunches up like a little bunny when he's confused. His angelic voice when he sings...

Why am I thinking like this?! He's my childhood friend! And I'm straight...right?

Then a thought dawned on me.

What if I'm not...

RING!

The bell rang loud through my thoughts as I gathered my shit and stuffed in my bag as I made my way to the little tree in the back corner of the courtyard where nobody goes, it's where Kook and I sit during lunch now.

As I made my way over to the tree, those thoughts kept going through my head like sardines.

Am I gay? Do these thoughts make me gay? But I like girls...but these thoughts won't go away! Am I bi? What does this all even mean!!

I looked up once I got to the tree, Jungkook had his back to me as he was looking out at the forest behind the school. I froze in my tracks.

His hair...perfectly lit in the sun...

His shoulders...

The way he sits...

His long brown hair flowing perfectly in the wind...

I'm pretty sure these thoughts prove my suspicions...

I'm Bi.

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(𝒜/𝓃) 𝒴𝑒𝒶𝒽, 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓁𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓇𝓉 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝓎𝓌𝒶𝓎𝓈! 𝐼'𝓂 𝓌𝓇𝒾𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓈𝑒 𝒶𝓉 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓂𝒾𝒹𝓃𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝓈𝑜 𝓈𝑜𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒾𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎'𝓇𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓃𝒹𝒶 𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓉𝓉𝓎. 𝒪𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝐼'𝓂 𝒾𝓃 𝒶 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓌𝓇𝒾𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝐼'𝓁𝓁 𝑔𝑜 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 😊

𝒜𝓃𝓎 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒾𝓃𝓉𝓈? 𝒫𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓅𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝓂𝑒𝓃𝓉𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝓁𝑜𝓌!

~𝓐𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵