Komamura Sajin x Reader Fanfiction

Chapter 13

When you entered the room the first thing you saw was Sajin's desk. It was surprisingly clear, you almost couldn't believe it. Usually it was packed with paper work but that was all gone. Nothing but a book and a small pen holder on the table. "So he really was doing paperwork.." your eyes flashed to the side when you heard a door open. The door to his bedroom creaked as he stepped out. His chest was fully exposed, sweat shining on the toned muscles of his stomach. His breathing sounded staggered, and he looked like his eyes weren't focused cause he hadn't even caught sight of you. He was muttering something under his breath, you couldn't make out what it was exactly.

You were frozen in your spot, unable to say a word. You shut your eyes trying to get the words to come out. "Come on speak!!" just as you were about to talk Sajin stopped. His ears twitched curiously as he sniffed the air. You were stunned when you heard a predatory growl.

"Sajin.." you whispered out. He groaned this time placing a hand over his face as he leaned his weight on the wall. "Y-You have to leave....now!" you jumped when his voice raised. Sajin never yelled at you. You gritted your teeth in anger. "Why the hell are you acting like this, I'm sick of it! I'm not going anywhere!!" you hissed. Sajin moved to walk to the door, eyes not meeting yours.

"I-I can't...I have to go." he said weakly. You glared angrily. You blocked his way, standing with your arms outstretched. "Y-You're not going anywhere, if you don't l-love me anymore... A-AT LEAST HAVE THE GUTS TO SAY IT TO MY FACE!!" you screamed out.

You weren't sure what had happened, all you heard was the clanking of items hitting the floor. The next thing you knew you were bent over Sajin's desk.

"W-Wha-?" your face was pressed to the desk, butt slightly arched in the air. Sajin had a firm grip on both your wrists, arms pinned to the desk above your head.

"I told you to leave..now I'm going to punish you.." your eyes widened at Sajin's suddenly sultry tone. Something was different though. His lips were right next to your ear, chest pressed on your back. You whimpered when you felt his hardened member against your butt.

"S-Stop!! W-Why are you-" without warning he ripped your robes right off your shoulder. The material teared at the top, exposing you from your shoulder straight to your waist. You gasped, watching the cloth fall to the ground. "W-What's wrong with him..he's never like this..." your eyes were now trembling in slight fear. You pushed backwards to try and shove him off. The action only made you grind into his lap. You held back a moan, trying to focus on moving away. He hissed in pleasure, stumbling backwards. When you had gotten some distance between the two of you, you dashed away from his desk holding the threaded pieces of your robes to your chest.

You now had a better view of his face. His eyes were staring at you and you were shocked when you saw that his pupils were in slits. There was a predatory gleam in his usually soft golden eyes. The sight scared you. You took hesitant steps back. "S-Sajin s-stay back y-you're..." you flinched when he was directly in front of you in a heartbeat. He shoved you to the wall roughly. Before you had a chance to recover his lips smashed against your own. You struggled trying to push him off. Sajin bounded both of your hands above your head, kissing you relentlessly. Your eyes watered, body shaking in fear. 

"I don't want this..please S-Sajin..." you gasped out when he finally let you up for air. He finally looked you directly in the eyes. Something clicked in his hazy expression. You watched as his eyes turned wide  as he released you. You stared as he back paddled, holding a hand over the right side of his face. He was panting almost angrily.

"I'm sorry I...I never meant to hurt you like that (Y/N)..I..." he gritted his teeth shaking his head. You stepped away from the wall slowly, moving towards his with hesitant steps. A few feet away you reached out to touch him. As if sensing it, his eyes shot up.

"D-Don't come close to me (Y/N) I'm dangerous!" he ordered harshly. You stopped, pulling your hand up to your chest. "Why w-would you say that you're not-" Sajin looked like he was about to bolt out the door. He turned about to flashstep away.

"N-NO!!" you grabbed his wrist diving into his chest. You kept a firm grip, wrapping your hands around his waist to keep him from running off again. "I-I don't care if you get rough again...j-just please..please don't leave me..not again.." you wept. Sajin eyes watered at your broken form. You shook your head on his chest, tears flowing "Don't leave...don't leave me..." you repeated crying on his chest.

Sajin felt unsure, he didn't want to harm you again. Slowly, his arms closed around you as he held you. His face buried into your neck as he cried along with you.

"I'm sorry (Y/N)...I always seem to be causing you pain.."