Komamura Sajin x Reader Fanfiction

Chapter 7

After Shizu and Kai's graduation you had taken them out to eat lavishly, it was a treat for them for doing do well. They had both retired to their new divisions turning in for the day. You gave them one last hug as you returned back to your own squad.

Your gaze directed to the now starry sky as you made a your way up an grassy incline leading to a small hill Komamura and you had often visited. The view of the Sereitei here was the best. You could see the glowing lights from all the buildings below.

You sat down watching the gravestone. You hadn't been here in a while.

"Hey Komamura...it's been a while." you watched the engraved stone in pain. Your eyes were already watering against your will.

"You should've seen Shizu and Kai today, they did it. Shizu is a really gifted healer and Kai of course is stubborn, but an incredible fighter. Kensei is his new captain. I'm sure he'll be great."

Your hands moved to the grass below your feet as you clenched it tightly.

"I miss you..so much...." you choked out pitifully, small teardrops falling to the ground.

"We never even got to share our first kiss....our first touch.." you wept. "You promised me you would come back..didn't you.."

You brought your knees up to your chest, as you buried your face into your them, body shaking violently.

"I've missed you more... (Y/N)."

Your body froze at the familiar voice. Cautiously moving your head from your knees you looked up in the direction of the voice. You stared in alarm at the large figure that stood before you.

A man was standing with blond hair that reached his mid back, the top of his arms were covered in bond fur alike. His skin was a glowing white and eyes golden, glistening in the moonlight. His ears resembled that of a wolf's, which was brown and furry. He had familiar armor attached to his body. It looked similar to what Komamura used to wear. Plates on his shoulders and white and black robes much like a repear's clothing covered his huge frame.

You stood unsteadily, taking a few steps back.

"W-Who are you and w-why are you here!?" you demanded as your hand moved to your zampaktou. You drew your sword ready to fight if you needed.

The figure in front of you looked taken aback for a moment. After a short while he started walking towards you slowly.

Your hand tightened on your blade. "S-Stay back!" you warned shakily. He stopped directly in front of you.

"(Y/N)-san..." your breath caught in your throat at his tone.

"I-Impossible....it can't be.." you reasoned. "W-Who are you!!" you cried out. "This couldn't be him, h-he was dead...it wasn't possible."

"It's me, Komamura Sajin." The man spoke staring down at you, piercing you with his golden orbs. Your eyes turned wide.

"Komamura-taicho.." you whispered in shock. He nodded. "I-I'm sorry you've been alone all this time, I wasn't strong enough before...as soon as I recovered, I came looking for you. "

You looked down

"Baka..." you muttered.

Komamura was unprepared for what came next. Dropping your sword,  you pitched forward, driving you fist into his stomach harshly. A surprise gasp left his lips at the sudden attack as he stumbled to his knees.

"S-She's gotten stronger." he mused catching his breath. You had always been a skilled fighter, with or without a blade. The lash had brought him to his knees. You clenched your fist, delivering another painful blow to his abdomen. Komamura gritted his teeth as you continued to punch him with vigor.

"BAKA! punch BAKA! punch BAKA! punch BAKA!!" with every yell you socked him in the stomach. Tears were still running down your face as you continued to deliver painful blows.

Eventually your punches had gotten sloppy as your strength faltered. You collapsed against him letting out weak sobs. Komamura held you feeling guilty. He had caused you all this pain.

"I asked you to stay...b-baka." you fired softly. His hands ran threw your soft locks lightly, venturing down your back soothingly. You shuddered at the familiar feeling. You really missed his warmth.

"I apologize for causing you so much pain (Y/N), everyday, I was away the thought of seeing your face again helped me to live on." You smiled up at him unable to contain your joy that he was in fact alive. He returned the gesture with a smile of his own.

You looked up, hands touching his jaw. "What happened to your cute face." you whined softly with a pout.

Komamura laughed at your adorable tone. "This is my final form, I'm afraid I can't revert back."

You still pouted, reaching up your hands gently touched his furry ears. You played with it for a while, unaware of the effects it was having on the male.

"Please stop..." he groaned out in a strained voice. You stopped, locking eyes with him.

You were startled to see his honey colored orbs looked glazed.

"E-Eh? H-He used to like when I played with his-"

Your thoughts were interrupted by a pair of soft lips pressing against yours needily. Your eyes turned wide as he pressed you closer, kissing you with hast. Your hands trembled as they made their way to his shoulder pads gripping tightly.

Where did this bold side of him come from?

His hand moved to the back of your head as he kept you in place, slipping his tongue passed your lips. You blushed as his wet muscled explored your mouth thoroughly. A moan bubbled in your throat as you tried to match his pace. He pulled away almost reluctantly, eyes staring at you heatedly.

"You should be careful, my body is a bit different now." you swallowed at how low his voice had gotten.

"O-Okay." you nodded avoiding his eyes. "He's gone from freaking cute to freaking hot!! What the hell happened?!!" you internally screamed.

"W-We should get back, I'm sure everyone would be overjoyed to see you." you said about to move out from his arms. You blinked when he wouldn't release you.

"W-What's wrong?"

He smirked pinning you to the grassy field. "We have plenty of time to get back, right now I want to be with you (Y/N)." you stared up as he towered over you.

"T-Taicho!" you sputtered out nervously. "W-w-wait a second now, w-we r-really should be getting back!"

He leaned down placing a kiss right at the base of your neck. You inhaled sharply shutting your eyes. "I was always a bit weary making advances on you before....now I can touch you freely (Y/N).."

You gaped at his statement. A small whimper escaped you when he continued to place kisses on your neck. One of his hands moved to your left side, slipping the dark clothing off your shoulder revealing a bit of skin. His fingers brushed your exposed flesh causing you to let out small appreciative breaths.

"Your skin is softer than I remember.." he whispered into your ear.

"K-Kiss me already Taicho! Quit teasing me." you glowered at him with a blush.

Komamura smiled reclaiming your lips in a searing kiss. You sighed out gratefully.

You didn't know how long you both had been out there exchanging kisses and honestly you could care less. You had got him back and that was all that mattered.