Komamura Sajin x Reader Fanfiction

Chapter 14

When the both of you had finally calmed down, you were sitting in his room. Sajin was standing a good distance away from you. Whatever had been bothering him was still affecting him. He fidgeted every once in a while.

You sat on the bed, now properly clothed after what happened to your robes. You were wearing one of Sajin's kimonos. It fitted you more like a huge sheet but you didn't mind. Silence was heavy in the atmosphere. You weren't sure what to say. Decided that the annoying quietness would drag on you finally spoke.

"Why have you been avoiding me, a-and why did you suddenly attack me?" you questioned a bit uneasy. Sajin looked down in shame. "I'm sorry (Y/N)." you could see the regret in his eyes. You knew he never intended to harm you. You stood from your spot on the bed and Sajin let out an uneven breath. Your brows knitted as you stopped. "Why are you so uneasy around me all of a sudden, y-you never reacted this way before.." you trailed off. "Am I...no longer desirable to you Sajin.." you spoke lowly. Sajin almost bit his tongue. You had a feeling that wasn't the reason at all, you were just testing him. You wanted him to come right out and just say what the hell was making him act so different.

Sajin still didn't say a word. He avoided your eyes. "Please tell me." you were begging now. He returned your gaze, looking at your desperate eyes. Letting out a heavy sigh he finally spoke.

"The reason I've been acting so strangely is because...I'm in heat.." he stammered out.

A few seconds passed and you just stood there with a dumbfounded look.

"E-Eh? EHHHHHHHHHH!!!" Sajin's ears lowered in an almost puppy like way. Your face was fifty shades of red as you tried to control your now rapidly beating heart.

"I-I should have said something sooner but I was...trying to control the situation." When you got your mind to focus you blinked. "I-Is that why you were avoiding me?" He nodded still keeping his distance. "This happens to me every few years, usually I'd deal with it through vigorous training. Once my mind is distracted, my body stays in check but.. that was before I met you (Y/N)." He heaved another breathy sigh. "Everywhere I go I can hear your voice...smell your scent..it's intoxicating.." he muttered hand balling into fists. "I can barely contain myself....the need..it has never been this strong before." he sounded disappointed in himself.

"I almost hurt you because of my lack of control..It's unacceptable!" you smiled to yourself. This was a serious issue yet you found yourself giggling. Sajin looked at you incredulously.

"Baka." you said playfully. You walked towards him with a happy grin. Sajin on hand was panicking the closer you got. "T-This is serious (Y/N) you can't-" you cut off his sentence pulling him into a deep kiss. Sajin's eyes grew wide. With trembling hands he slowly held you by the shoulders, trying to ground himself. You pulled away still staring at him with a radiant smile. "(Y-Y/N) you can't do that I could...I could attack you again." he stuttered. You shook your head.

"I just kissed you and you're not looking at me like a piece of meat right?" his eye brow raised in question. "Baka! I'm standing right here and you're not attacking me, why do you think that is." you challenged.

He looked as if he was now realizing it. "Y-You're right, I don't feel as overwhelmed as before." you nodded. "I think the only time your urges get out of control is when you hold back, if you don't then it shouldn't be as painful to endure." you concluded. Sajin looked a bit awestruck. He flushed turning away from you. "Even if that's the case..I c-could still harm you if we get intimate. There is no telly what could happen."

"Quit overthinking! All you have to do is give in and you'll be more controlled." smiling you dropped the robes that covered your body, exposing your naked form to him.

Sajin stiffened averting his eyes. "(Y/N), I-I really don't think we should." you huffed. "He's so stubborn, guess I'll just have to persuade him." you smirked.

Lying flat on the bed you rubbed your knees together. With hooded eyes you looked back at him.

"Please...I'm begging you...touch me..taicho~" you whispered seductively. Your hands slid down your body as you moved it between your thighs. You slipped a finger inside you core moaning softly at the feeling. Your eyes flicked back to Sajin who was staring hungrily.

In seconds he was hovering over your body, hands pressing into the mattress. You laughed internally.

"You'll pay for teasing me (Y/N). " His words made your body heat up excitedly. His hand kept the both of yours above your head.

"Prepare yourself, you've been a naughty girl. " you bit your lip in anticipation.

"I'm sure as hell gonna enjoy this! "