The Girl Ghost Writer (Book 1- Completed)

Chapter 19.3 [Confessions]

<Zed>

Ayoko munang kausapin si Debby.. Wala akong mukhang ihaharap sa kanya.. Kanina sa klase, tulala lang ako.. I don't know why she's standing there and why my classmates were laughing.. Ewan.. Tulala pa ako.. Nakalutang pa isip ko sa hangin..

After classes, she approached me.. May gusto syang sabihin.. But itong si Khei, dumating.. Tinatawag na ako.. Gusto kasi nilang makisabay sa akin na mag break. I can't say no to them since wala naman akong ibang kakilala sa school maliban na lang kay Tom who's very busy with Kaye, Kaye na laging kasama nung friend nyang si Cherry and.. and... Debby..

 So, I went to the cafeteria to grab some snacks, of course.. Nakalutang pa rin sa hangin ang isip.. Ewan ko ba.. 

"Hey! You okay? Kanina ka pa.." Khei snapped me. 

"Huh? Ahh.. Yeah.. I-I'm fine.."

"You don't look like one.."

"I said I'm fine, okay!"

"Chill, bro."

"Whatever, Khei.."

Tumayo ako at lumabas ng cafeteria.. Iniwan ko sila sa mesa..

"Wait! Hey, bro! What's wrong with you?!"

"Leave me alone.."

I'm sipping my soda while walking patungong classroom.Well, girls are staring at me. As usual. Hindi naman bago sa akin yun. The only girl na hindi naman ako tinitignan na parang tao is Debby. I don't know what's with her. I've been trying to impress her. Para na ngang nagiging HOPELESS ROMANTIC ako nito. 

Nagpatuloy pa rin ako sa paglakad and put my left hand inside my pocket while the other hand is still holding the soda. I found a letter. Mysterious? No. I got this one from Kaydee. That person never stopped giving me "words of wisdom". Ewan ko ba kung kelan ako tatantanan nitong Kaydeeng to.. 

Well, I should thank her. Her letters are like, silly to say, encouraging. It's like everytime I read these letters I found inn my bag, locker and on my table, I can see Debby. I don't know why. I just found myself deeply in love with her more and more. Or maybe on Kaydee? Errgh.. I don't exacly know.

"Love sees one thing and that thing is unexplainable. I keep asking myself, "Bakit nga ba mahal nagmamahal tayo?" The reason I got was nothing. It's just that we never planned things. I never planned falling in love. No, love's not blind. People makes it hard to see and be seen. Gosh! I'm a drama queen, are I? Anyways, I just want to let you know that if you needed someone to talk to, I'm here to listen. Though you don't know me at all. Stalker, I should say, but I've heard rumors that you like a girl. Why don't you grab the opportunity to take her out for a date? Sound stupid, isn't it? Para bang I'm writing to you this letter now not because I admire you but I just want to give you advises.. Haha.. Take care, okay? :)

Kaydee"

"ZED!"

Surprisingly, I heard a familiar voice.

"ZED! Woohoo!" a some-silly-familiar-girl is waving at me.. Wait..

"Aren't you gonna welcome me? C'mon!" she's closer now.

God. It's Julia.

What is she doing here? Wha..What...

"Hey, do I look like a ghost?" she's snapping at me..

"Ju..Julia..?"

"Of course!" (tapping)

"What are you doing here? I mean.."