"Maya! Hurry up! James is waiting!"
"I'm coming!" I scream as I close the door to my room and run downstairs.
"Where have you been?" my mother asks me.
"Why do you care? He's my boyfriend and he's waiting for me not for you."
"Yeah but it's not fair to let him wait that long everyday."
"If he had a problem with that he would tell me. Don't worry." I've had enough of this conversation.
"I'll see you later."
As I walk out of the house I get a huge smile from James who stands at his car a few meters away.
"Hey." He hugs and kisses me like he does every morning when we drive to school.
As we get into the car and start to drive to school he asks me what I was gonna do today.
"I haven't planed anything yet. Why do you ask?"
"I was thinking about us and our relationship." Oh no. I know what he's gonna do. All the boys use it when they're gonna break up. I've seen that in movies so many times. Break up. Is he gonna end our relationship? What have I done? I'm getting nervous. He can't do that. I thought he would love me.
"Yeah?" I can't believe this is happening right now. We've been together for 3 weeks now and I thought everything was great. You thought wrong like always a voice in my head replies.
"Are you gonna break up with me?" I ask him. I have to know.
"What?" He looks surprised.
"Of course I'm not. I wanted to say if we should move further with our relationship. You understand?"
Oh. He's been talking about something else. I'm relieved and nervous at the same time. He doesn't wanna break up but he's asking me if we should have our first time as a couple. I don't know what to say. Am I ready? Do I wanna sleep with him? Of course I want to but should I wait a little bit more? I know he loves me and so do I but that's too fast, isn't it?
"James I love you, you know that but let me give time to think about it. Don't get it wrong. I love you and want to do it but I want to be ready and prepared. Do you understand me?" I look into his eyes and see him smiling.
"Of course I do. Take your time. I love you and would wait for ever. I just asked to know where we stay in our relationship. He leans into me and kisses me.
"I love you."he says.
"I love you. And thank you." He gives me a smile.
As we get out of the car and walk into the school building we see james's little brother standing there and flirting with some girls from school.
"When is he going to stop with the one night stands and start serious relationships?"
"Who knows?" He looks at me and laughs.
"Don't laugh. It's not funny. He sees these girls just as sex objects and that's not okay. Why isn't he like you? I mean you're brothers."
"Stepbrothers."he interrupts me.
"It doesn't matter. You parents got married when you were kids. You grew up together."
"I know but what am I supposed to do?"he looks at him.
"I don't know just talk to him and tell him to stop."
"I have so many times but I will try it again. Okay?"
"Okay. Actually I wouldn't care but as you know layla likes him and I don't want her to be just a girl for one night. "
"I understand. Ok I'll talk to him now."
"Hey! Harry?" He doesn't hear him.
"Harry styles!"he shouts louder. He turns his head to us and looks straight into my eyes.
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Forbidden love (harry fan fic)
FanfictionOne girl. Two brothers. And a forbidden love. A love story that will captivate you and carry you away.