Forbidden love (harry fan fic)

chapter 8

HARRYS POV

"Harry?"she asks. She looks surprised by seeing me. I'm standing outside and the wind is blowing against my face. I wrap my jacket tight and look at her with a shy smile. It's gotten so cold even though it's the end of October. It's the type to force you to breath into your hands, making them warm, only to repeat the process a few minutes passing because cold has taken over again.

"Hey."I say again and make a step towards her.

"What are you doing here?"she asks annoyed.

Is it too early to talk to her? I look at her just to see her annoyed and angry face. But I couldn't wait any longer. I have to.

"Will you let me in?" She doesn't say anything and just stand there looking at me.

"Please." I admit.

"Ok come in." She makes a step to the side to let me in.

"Thank you."I say as I enter the house.

After I take off my jacket she says

"Follow me."and walks upstairs.

When we go into her room she closes the door behind her and sits down on her bed.

"So what do you want?" She seems very angry. I can understand her. Getting kissed by the brother of the boyfriend is not the most normal thing to happen.

"I wanted to say.."

"Sorry?"she interrupts me and gets up.

"Do you think apologizing after kissing me would make everything better?"she says and looks straight into my eyes.

I've never seen her that upset before. Her eyes are full of hate.

"Please listen to me." I say.

"Why should I do that?"

"Please Maya."she doesn't say anything and I take that as a yes.

"I'm sorry. I don't know why I did that. I feel so bad. I can't believe I did that to James. He's the best brother and I kissed his girlfriend. Do you know how I feel?" A tear is running down my face and I can see Maya looking at me.

I don't get any answer so I continue.

"Please. James must not know. You know him. I'm begging you."

"I won't."she says and comes over to me.

"But don't think I will forget it. I still  can't believe it."

"I know I'm so sorry."

"Why did you even kiss me?" I go through my hair like always when I'm nervous or happy.

"Do you like me?"she asks restrained.

Do I like her? I don't know. It was just a feeling as I kissed her but is there more?

I look out of the window just to see that it's already gotten dark.

"Aren't you going to say something?"

"I don't know."

"You don't know."she repeats.

"Ok you told me what you wanted to tell now you should go."she says.

"Maya please." I make a step towards her.

"Get out!"she shouts.

I look at her and then turn around and walk outside. I didn't want it to end like this. As I get downstairs I see her mother standing there and looking at me angrily.

"Good evening." I say, put my jacket on and open the door. The cold air hits my face and I close my eyes and try to forget everything at least for one night.