Forbidden love (harry fan fic)

chapter 14

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"He is what?" My voice sounds high and surprised as I ask the question. I'm sitting next to him and he's looking at me with an angry face. He stands up quickly of the bed and goes through his hair still facing me.

"Why?"he asks. What does he mean? Does my curiosity about Harry and Layla annoy him?

"What do you mean?" I get up and walk to him trying to hug him from behind but he doesn't let me.

"Why don't you want Harry and Layla going out? And don't tell me it's because of Layla. There is more." I've never seen him react like this. I thought he's more the calm person who doesn't get angry but I thought wrong. What does he know? Did Harry tell something?

"I don't know what you are talking about." I say nervously. I try to smile to calm him down but it's not helping.

"You are" he shouts and I can see the anger in his eyes. It's like a fire burning in his eyes. I stand there not able to say or do something. I walk slowly towards him and reach out my hands to touch him but he takes a step behind.

"James please. I don't know why you are that angry right now. What did I do?"

"It's not a thing you did. It's a thing you do every time you hear something about Harry and Layla."

He did notice it. The excitement, anger and the sadness I feel every time I hear something about Harry.

"Why?"he asks me again and comes towards me and holds me on the shoulders and looks into my eyes. His brown eyes with all the emotions he's feeling right now make it impossible to think clearly. I didn't see how beautiful his eyes are. Should I tell him the truth? Will he understand me? We are face to face now and he's still looking at me with this anger that makes me immobile and my tongue unusable. Where is all the anger coming from?

"Talk to me."he says so I can feel his warm breath against my face.

"I don't know." I say and he lets me go and walk to the window. My eyes are full of tears now but I'm holding them back. Seeing him angry and sad at the same time it's just too much and it's all my fault. Why do I even react like that? Do I like Harry more than I should? But I love James. Every time I look into his eyes I see the love and the happiness and that reminds me every time again that I love him and that it's never going to change. I have to do something. The sun is going down and the last sun rays are shining into the room. I didn't even notice how fast the time has passed by. I walk to him and this time he lets me hug him.

"I'm sorry." I whisper and touching his ears with my lips that makes him laugh every time I do it but this time he does nothing.

"I don't know what has made you that angry. I just was worried about Layla and I know I overreact the whole time but I've seen her getting hurt by a random boy so many times and I don't want her to go through this again." I say and let a breath out I didn't know I was holding.

"But Harry is not a random guy. He is my brother and I trust him. And I can't handle it anymore to hear you talking about him in a bad way. You have to see all this from his point of view. You must not judge him because of the things you've heard about him. I know him and I know he can be different."he says and turns around. Tears are falling down his face.

"James. I..." he presses his fingers on to my lips and stops me.

"Don't say anything." His voice sounds rough and you can hear that he has just cried.

"I need time. Please leave me alone."he says and turns around without saying anything.

I stay there for a while but he doesn't say anything more so I just turn around walk to the door open it and get out of the room.

On my way downstairs the tears I was holding back the whole time are falling down my face and I stop and let me fall on the ground.

"Maya?" A familiar voice says and I look up just to see Harry standing there with a worried face looking down at me. He's wearing black as always and goes through his hair as I look up to him and gives me a shy smile.

"Are you okay?" He lets himself fall down on his knees to look at my face. As I look down and say nothing he lifts my head up and forces me to look into his eyes.

"Have you been crying?"he says with a worried voice.

"It's nothing." I say quietly.

"Did something happen with James?"

I don't say anything. But having him next to me makes me feel better.

"Do you want to come to my room so we can talk about it if you want to of course."he says shyly.

Should I go? Would it be right after a fight with James? He's looking at me and gives me a smile that makes it easier to make a decision.

"Okay." He helps me to stand up and as I am on my feets he walks to the door at the end of the corridor and I follow him.

After we enter the room he turns up the lights and I can see a room I didn't expect.

It's very tidy and simple. The walls are white and the furniture that include a bed, desk and a wardrobe are simple and all in dark colors. He has even a book shelf with lot of books on it. I didn't know he would read. Another thing I've learned about him.

"This is my room."he says and smiles shyly at me.

"It looks comfortable." I say and walk to his bed to sit down.

"Thank you."he comes over to me and sits down next to me.

"So tell me everything. What happened?" I could hear the curiosity but also the worries in his voice. I look up at him and the first thing I recognize are these beautiful green eyes that make you weak every time you look into.

"It's nothing. We just had a few problems and we talked about it but it didn't go well." Is it right to talk about this? Should I tell him that we talked about him?"

"I understand. I don't know that much about relationships as you know."he starts to laugh to make me laugh either but it doesn't work. I just don't feel like laughing right now.

"Maybe I'm not the right person to talk to but I can listen and isn't that a thing girls are searching for in a boy?"he says and smiles shyly. Why is he like this? Why is he so nice and understanding?

"Yeah it is." I say and give him a smile.

"Maya maybe it's not the right moment but I wanted to apologize for the kiss. I know I've done it a few times but I think it's not enough. The thing I did is not excusable. And I just wanted.."

"Harry."I interrupt him.

"It's okay." I say and look at him to see his relieved face.

"Good. You don't know how guilty I've been feeling since that day."he says and turns his face to me so I can feel his warm breath. His lips are still beautiful and as he smiles it gets even more beautiful if that's even possible. In his eyes are so many emotions right now and I can't say what kind of but I feel it and I know he knows that I feel it.

"Maya I.."he says but gets interrupted by me pressing my lips onto his mouth.