Forbidden love (harry fan fic)

chapter 12

HARRYS POV

I spend the 2 hours till our date with driving around and thinking about the things that happened in the last few days.

Why did I kiss her? I remember that she was standing there and shouting at me and I got that feeling and kissed her. I'm still not sure what kind of feeling it was. Do I like her? I go through my hair. I have to stop thinking about it. She's the girlfriend of James and she doesn't even like me. And I'm going on a date with another girl. I should focus on that. I look out of the window and see gray clouds covering the sky. It's going to rain probably. The closer I come to Maya the more I get nervous. Should I tell her that I asked her because of Maya? I don't really want this date. Yeah I'm going to tell her. I don't care. I don't want this and I won't.

As I arrive infront of her house I get out of the car and walk straight to the door. After I knock on the door I hear footsteps coming closer.

It's Layla. She looks... beautiful. Her blonde hair, her blue eyes... why didn't I see this before? Anyways. I have to tell her. I want to say something but get interrupt by her.

"I'm so excited and I'm happy you asked me. I've been waiting so long."she says and gives me a smile that makes me forget everything I wanted to say. I can't. I can't do that to her. Even if I do not like her the way you should do for going on a date I owe her the date.

"Me too." I say and smile back at her.

"Let's go if you're ready."

"Ok."she says and walks outside and closes the door.

We walk quietly to the car and as I said it starts to rain.

During the car ride neither of us say something. I look at her sometimes just to see her looking out of the window with a thoughtful face.

What is she thinking about? Does she think about me or a future with me?

That's not going to happen. It's just one date. I hope she thinks so as well.

We arrive at the restaurant and it's still raining. As we get out of the car we run as fast as we can to the enter.

A young man with a list in his hands stands there and smiles at us.

"Name please."he says with a nice and calm voice.

"Harry styles." I say and while he's searching for my name I look at the restaurant. It's a huge one and very luxurious and modern. It was a recommendation from James.

"Welcome Mr.Styles."the man says snapping me out of my thoughts.

We enter the restaurant and are guided to our table. It's one next to the window.

"Thank you." I say.

After we sit down at the table we get a menu from a young man maybe a few years older than us.

I look at Layla and see a huge smile on her face that makes me smile as well. It's gonna be a different night.

The date passes by quickly. We talk, laugh and I get to know her better. She's not that annoying girl like I thought before.

She also tells me things about Maya I didn't know.

"Should we go now?" I ask her. It's been 3 hours since we arrived here.

"Yeah of course."

After we pay the bill we walk to the car.

"It was amazing. Thank you so much for the date."she says as we sit in the car.

"Yeah it was. I'm happy I asked you."

I really am. I didn't think it was going to be that good.

The rest of the drive neither of us say something and as we arrive infront of her house we get out of the car and I accompany her to the door.

"Thank you again."she says and smiles.

Do I have to kiss her now? I look at her and she's still smiling. She's cute and nice but I can't.

"Good night then." I say and lean into her to kiss her on the cheek.

I turn around and walk back to the car. As I get in I sit there for a while doing nothing. I'm thinking about the night, Maya and Layla. What am I going to do next? Should I ask her again? Do I even like her? Will I like her someday? Or should I just continue with my normal life? So many questions but no answers. I start the engine and drive home. I can think about all these things tomorrow as well.