Forbidden love (harry fan fic)

chapter 15

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HARRY'S POV

"Maya I.." I say but get interrupted by her pressing her lips against mine.

At the moment her lips meet mine I completely forget everything around me and just feel the moment. My mind shut down and I'm just focusing on her and the kiss. Her lips feel warm on mine and I feel  free and careless for once at least. But before I can even think about more she stops and stands up with a speed as she was about to run away from something.

I'm still in the position I had during the kiss and try to understand what just happened. I look up at her just to see her standing there like she's gotten freezed. She's not moving and for a moment I think she's not breathing anymore as I don't hear any sound coming from her. I'm shaking my head and try to keep out thoughts like this out of my mind to focus on the situation I find myself in.

The atmosphere in the room has been quiet and calm since the kiss and even though I'm surprised and little bit confused because of her kissing me I'm happy as well. I hadn't felt like this before the kiss for a long time but now it's like the kiss has carried all the problems I'd had before away and has left peace and happiness behind.

"I'm sorry."she says quietly snapping me out of my thoughts.

I can't say anything. Why did she apologize? I'm feeling good for once and the reason is the kiss and the feelings the kiss has made me feel and she's apologizing?  

"It's okay." I say and regret it as she turns around immediately and looks down at me with such anger in her eyes that makes me feel small and weak. Who is the anger against?

"It's not!"she shouts and lets herself fall onto her knees and starts to cry.

I stand up immediately just to go down on to my knees as well.

We're both now at the same high and I try to lift up her head to look into her eyes.

Her eyes are like a mirror that shows you all the emotions inside of her. I've never thought you could see them in someone else's eyes but right now I'm doing it and it's overwhelming.

"Maya please don't cry."is all I can bring out. But she's still crying and I don't know what else to do.

"It's not your fault. You just had come out of a fight with James and that had made you emotional and sad and maybe a little bit confused and that's why you kissed me.  There is nothing more." I say and wait for her to say or do something.

She stops to cry, takes a deep breath, looks up at me and says "What if there is more?"

I didn't expect her to say that. I thought she was going to say that I was right and that it was a mistake but never something like that.

Neither of us say something. We just sit there and face each other.

What did she mean? Does she feel the same as I do?

"What do you mean? "I ask curiously. I have to know it.

She goes trough her hair and stands up. So do I.  

"I don't know what it means."she says.

Before I can even say something she turns around and walks to the door. What is she doing?