Forbidden love (harry fan fic)

chapter 7

He's kissing me? I feel his warm lips on mine. His hand are around my waist and he pushes me against him.

What are we doing here? I push him away and slaps him right on the face.

He looks at me.

"I'm sorry."he says.

I run away. What just happened?  My eyes are full of tears and I can't even breath. I open the first door that comes across my way. I go into the room and close the door behind me and lean myself against it. I can't believe what just happened. How are we gonna tell James. Oh my god James. I can't imagine him when we tell him what happened. He will be so sad and disappointed. How could Harry do that? The tears are falling down my cheek. I hear him walking past the room. Harry. Why did he kiss me? Does he like me? I get up. I'll think about it later. I have to go to James. Should I tell him what happened? I have to. I open the door and walk to the kitchen.

James is sitting at the table and smiles when I enter the kitchen.

"Hey. Why didn't you take a shower?"he asks.

"I didn't want to."

"Did u cry?"he stands up from the table and comes over to me.

"It's nothing."I say and sit down at the table.

"What happened? You can tell me everything."

Should I tell him now? I look at him and want to say it but as I see his eyes full of love and sorrow I can't. He will be devastated if I tell him.

"Nothing. Please leave it."

"Do you regret last night?"he asks nervously.

"No of course not. It had nothing to do with you. Can you please drop it?"

"Ok then."he says and sits down at the table. A few minutes neither of us talk but then James looks up from his table and says

"Harry just came down. He looked very angry and sad. I asked him to stay for breakfast but he ignored me and walked outside."

He couldn't tell either. He also knows how James would react.

"I think I'll talk to him later. I wanna know what happened to him."he says and drinks his orange juice he made for breakfast.

"No!"I say to quickly. He can not talk to him. What if Harry tells everything when James wants to talk to him? I can't risk it.

"Why?"he looks confused.

"Because it won't help. I'm sure it's just a girl problem or something like that." I say and wait for him to say something.

"I don't think so. I've never seen him getting sad because of a girl."

"Yeah but maybe he wanted a girl and she didn't want to? maybe that's the reason he got sad and angry because he couldn't get her."

He looks at me and laughs.

"Yeah that sounds like Harry." Seeing him laugh makes me laugh either. I don't even want to think about what would happen if James found out.

"What should we do today?"he asks me after the breakfast. I changed my clothes and we sit in the living room drinking tea.

"I don't know. Everything you want to do."I say and take a sip of my tea.

He leans into me and kisses me.

"I want you."he says and kisses me again.

"James please." I can't. The thing with Harry was just too much. I need time.

"What?"he asks a little bit annoyed.

"I'm sorry. I don't feel good." I say and look into his eyes.

"Oh ok. I understand."he kisses me.

"Thank you."

"I should drive you home."

"Yeah thanks."

I sit in my room and look out of the window. I've been trying to do school stuff but just can't concentrate on it. All I think about is the kiss. Why did he do it? Does he like me more than he should? I close my eyes just to see his face. His lips, his eyes and his smile.

"Maya! Someone wants to see you!"my mother shouts.

"I'm coming!" I say as I stand up to walk downstairs.

"Who is it?" I ask.

"Hey Maya." Harry says with a shy smile.