With Just a Kiss (Namkook)

Chapter 2

~Jungkook's Pov~

I walk out of the building when my phone starts to ring. I look at the caller id and sigh a bit, not really in the mood to talk but I know how my girlfriend is. I answer the call. "Hello?"

My girlfriend's cheerful voice can be heard when I answer. "Hi, Kookie!"

I chuckle a bit as I hear her cheerful voice. "Hey...... So how have you been...?" I  ask as I walk back to the dorm.

"I've been good! How was your day? Have you been eating properly and getting enough rest?" 

"I've been alright, and yup I have", I don't say much about me eating properly and getting enough rest. I finally arrive at the dorm and open the door.

It was dark in the dorm so the others must be sleeping.  My girlfriend asks if she can come over and see me even though it was late at night. I quietly go to my room, sighing a bit feeling tired but said yes to my girlfriend, not wanting to make her upset. 

I hear my girlfriend cheer happily. "I'll be over in about 20 minutes!" 

I tell her that it's alright then tell her that I love her before hanging up. I let out a sigh as I grab some clothes before going to the bathroom to take a shower.

~Namjoon's Pov~

I stay in my studio and start working again, trying to at least get something done while I was still here, I push the thought of Jungkook to the back of my mind and start working, losing myself in the work, not really wanting to go back to the dorm.

Finally, I finish working and pack up then start to go home. Once I arrive at the dorm I quietly go to my room, passing by Jungkook's room in the process. Once in my room, I sit on my bed and start to think.

 "Maybe I can find a way to stop liking him.... Maybe if I kiss him? And I don't like it, I'll stop liking him? Yea I'll do that..." 

I make my decision and go to Jungkook's room. I look inside and see him sitting on his bed, showered and in new clothes. I go over and sits in Jungkook's lap, pressing my chest to his, and kiss him, then pull away and get off his lap then leave the room and go to Hoseok's room to tell him what I did then go to hide in my closet.

~Jungkooks Pov~

I was just sitting on my bed when I see Namjoon enter my room. I was about to ask if he needed anything but what came next surprised me. I just sat there with slightly wide eyes and a light blush spread across my cheeks, I was about to call Namjoon back until I heard a knock on the front the door.

My girlfriend was at the door waiting for me to open it. I waddle to the door, still flustered and open the door. My girlfriend smiles when she sees me, then she greets me, I give her a small smile and close the door then lead her to my room, but I couldn't stop thinking about the kiss... she follows me to my room.

I finally arrive at my room and sit down on the bed. I tried to make conversation with my girlfriend but couldn't, I kept thinking about the kiss, how good it felt..... And how good it felt having Namjoon on my lap.... And now that I think more about it, I can't help but think how euphoric his lips felt on mine.  I  glance at my girlfriend before looking away. I realized that I don't feel the same for her anymore, but Namjoon.... That's different...

My girlfriend notices that I was acting different and asks me what was wrong. I look at her, biting my lip before looking down. "I-I don't k-know..... I-I-It's j-just...... look.... I don't feel the same way I felt before for y-you....." 

She looks at me with slightly wide eyes and asks me why, and if she could be better somehow. I just shake my head as I avoid eye contact, telling her that it wasn't necessary and that she was perfect the way she is, it's just that I felt different.

She nods and says that she's glad that I told her instead of keeping up the act that I still love her. I slowly look up at her, telling her I'm really sorry before saying that I want to break up with her. She nods and smiles a bit, saying that it's alright, she kisses me on the cheek then leaves the dorm not wanting to intrude and wake the others up. 

I let out a sigh and lay on my bed, then I thought of something before sitting back up. I close my eyes, letting out a deep breath before opening my eyes and stand up. I walk up to Namjoon's room, seeing him watching a movie. I quickly enter and then kiss Namjoon before pulling away then quickly leaving, going to my room and flopping down on the bed.