With Just a Kiss (Namkook)

Chapter 16

❌WARNING❌
[This chapter will have suicidal thoughts. Please read at your accord]

Namjoon washes his dishes then goes to the fridge and gets something to drink, Jungkook washes his dishes as well.

Namjoon goes back to his room once done, a couple other members finish eating as well.

Namjoon picks up his and Jungkook's clothes and he realized Jin probably saw when he came to tell them dinner was ready.

Jungkook washes the others plates as well even though they said they could do it.

Namjoon folds Jungkook's clothes, then throws his in the hamper, he lights a candle in his room as well.

Jungkook finishes washing the plates and starts leaving the kitchen, when Taehyung stops him. "Jungkook can we talk"

Jungkook looks at him and sighs a bit. "Ok.."

Tae drags him to his room and shuts the door once they are in inside.

Jungkook looks at Taehyung slightly confused. "ok... what is this about?"

"What does Namjoon have that I don't?"

Jungkook looks at Taehyung more confused. "Huh? What do you mean?"

"why do you like him? Im better than him why cant you love me?!" Taehyung grabs Jungkooks arms and shakes him slightly.

Jungkook looks at him shocked. "H-Hyung I-"

Taehyung hold him tightly. "Tell me why him? Namjoon isnt all that great"

Jungkook tries to get free of Taehyung's hold, and looks at him angrily. "What the fuck?! Do not speak badly about Namjoon!"

Taehyung glares. "It's true! I'm better than him Jungkook, leave him and come be with me! After all he's just your toy I bet"

Jungkook glares at Taehyung. "That's not true! I love Namjoon! And i would never leave him!"

"But why!? I've loved you for so long! What does he give you that I can't!?"

"Well I'm sorry, alright! I love Namjoon! And he gives me everything I need! I won't leave him!"

Taehyung pulls Jungkook close to him and kisses him roughly. Jungkook's eyes widen and pulls back, he wipes his mouth and glares at Taehyung. "What the fuck is your problem?!"

Taehyung tries to pull Jungkook back to him. "Namjoon is my problem!! He stole you from me! You were supposed to be mine and only mine!!"

Jungkook leans back as he tries to get free from Taehyung's grasp. "Well i'm sorry!! There is nothing you can do now!!"

"I could get rid of him! So that you will only have to look at me, love only me! Namjoon is nothing compared to me, he's ugly, and talentless just like that one girl said at that fan meeting!"

Jungkook glares at Taehyung and growls, getting more pissed off at how Taehyung was talking about Namjoon. "You would never get rid off him!! You'll have to go through me! Namjoon is much more compared to you! He is an amazing human being and I would never leave him!!"

"Thats not true! Namjoon is just a toy someone to be used and played around with then to be left forgotten!" Taehyung tries to force himself on Jungkook.

"That is not true!" Jungkook glares at Taehyung before slapping him hard across the face, after managing to get his arm free.

Taehyung's eyes widen and he holds his cheek looking at Jungkook, letting go of him. "Why.....? Why couldn't it have been me you feel in love with after breaking up with your girlfriend...."

Jungkook steps back, glaring at Taehyung, he now had tears falling down his cheeks. "I love Namjoon, why can't you understand that!? You trying to force me to like you isn't going to change anything! Why can't you see that?!"

Taehyung tears up as he looks at Jungkook. "because I love you to damn much to give you up to him!! I've always have loved you why couldn't you see that!! I've been fighting with Namjoon for 5 fucking years because we both loved you!! But you chose him!"

Jungkook felt to overwhelmed at the moment and with the situation. "You know what?! Forget it!! You need to understand my decision!! I'm not going to stand here and fight with you!! I-I....." Jungkook then just storms out of the room, he quickly puts his shoes on and leaves the dorm.

Taehyung stands there tears falling down his face, Hoseok had heard everything between the two and peeks his head in to look at Taehyung, he sighs seeing him such a mess, but he shouldn't have said what he said to Jungkook.

Namjoon on the other hand was worried when he heard all the yelling from Taehyung's room and knew what it was about so he quickly left to go find Jungkook.

Jungkook walked far away from the dorm, he had tears falling down his face, he felt to overwhelmed. He felt guilty and bad but he couldn't help but yell at Taehyung when he starting saying bad stuff about Namjoon. Jungkook continues to walk fast, not caring if anyone recognizes him.

Namjoon left the house to find Jungkook, he knew Jungkook left because he and taehyung had made eye contact when he walked by to go find Jungkook, he felt that it was Taehyungs fault for doing this to Jungkook and that Jungkook didn't deserve to have to feel whatever he was feeling at the moment. But all on Namjoon's mind right now was to find Jungkook and make sure he was safe.

Jungkook starts to run, he continues to cry. Why? Why did it have to be him? Why did he have to cause so much trouble? Jungkook just continues to run while sobbing.

Namjoon runs around to find Jungkook, he didn't care how long it would take him he will find Jungkook no matter what.

Jungkook continues to run not knowing where he was going, he just wanted to get as far as possible.

Namjoon tried to call Jungkook to see if he would answer, he was now starting to also feel like it was his fault this happened.

Jungkook had his phone off, he continues to sob as he ran, blaming himself for everything.

Namjoon gets to a park and stops running, he felt silent hot tears start to fall down his face, he looks up at the stars and starts walking to a nearby bridge.

Jungkook collapses in the middle of the road, the thing is, he didn't know he was in the middle of the road.

Namjoon gets to the bridge and looks over the railing, sighing thinking if he wanted he could just jump, never to be seen again, then maybe jungkook would be happier with Taehyung, along with the rest of the boys.

Jungkook stayed in the middle of the road but it was too late for Jungkook to move as he saw bright lights, then everything went black.