With Just a Kiss (Namkook)

Chapter 17

❌WARNING❌
[This chapter contains suicidal thoughts and acts of depression, please do not read if these make you upset, there will be no warning since it is part of the story,  please read at your own accord]

The person in the car managed to slam on their brakes when they saw Jungkook in the middle of the road, luckily they didn't hit him, but they called an ambulance just in case he was injured.

Jungkook was unconscious when the ambulance arrived. They take Jungkook to the hospital and call Jin and tell him what they knew of the situation and of Jungkooks condition. Causing Jin to rush to the hospital, worried cause now Jungkook, was in the hospital again, and Namjoon was missing again....

Jimin decided to look for Namjoon once again, worried and afraid that something happened to him as well.

Namjoon was at the bridge, still deciding if he wanted to Jump or not, he knew that the other, probably besides Taehyung, would be sad, but his doubts took over and he thinks that they wouldn't.

Jimin was looking around everywhere, he then sees Namjoon, he runs towards him and quickly pulls him back before he could jump.

Namjoon tries to hold onto the railing of the bridge crying. "No please let me go! Just let me jump!"

Jimin holds onto Namjoon and pulls him away. "No! Namjoon please! Don't do this!"

"Why!? It's my fault! it's my fault! Just let me jump please!" Namjoon sobs as he breaks down in Jimin's arms.

Jimin holds onto Namjoon tightly. "Nothing is your fault! Please don't do this! Don't let the negative thoughts bring you down! Please Namjoon...... We need you!"

Namjoon continues to sob. "Jungkook wouldn't have left if Taehyung didn't have to tell him! It's my fault I should have let Taehyung be with Jungkook, and stayed quiet about my feelings!!"

"No Namjoon! Jungkook loves you and only you! Trust me! What Taehyung did was wrong, You two are together and he needs to know that! Namjoon, no matter what Jungkook will always love you!"

(Namjoon sobs harder. "T-Taehyung hates me! The fans can see that! They can see the tension between us! It's my fault! Its my fault!" Namjoon couldn't think straight and just felt horrible and broken.

"No! Namjoon please! It's not your fault! Nothing is! We'll figure something out! B-but please..... Stay with us! Stay with Jungkook! Y-You have to stay strong!" at this point Jimin was now crying with Namjoon holding Namjoon close.

Namjoon continues to sob in Jimin's arms, he felt he didn't deserve Jungkook and that Taehyung was right that he stole Jungkook away from Taehyung "T-Taehyung's right, I'm nothing! I stole Jungkook from him!"

"No! No he is not! Jungkook chose you because he loves you Namjoon! Please! Ignore what Taehyung said, he is wrong! Jungkook chose you and only you! He would never replace you!"

"Y-yes he will! H-h-h-he is gunna leave me f-f-for Taehyung! I-i-i just know it!" Namjoon sobs harder, starting to hyperventilate a bit.

"No! Namjoon listen to me! Jungkook would never leave you! Why do you think he rejected Taehyung?! It's because he loves you Namjoon! And he will always love you!"

Namjoon holds onto Jimin tightly as he falls to his knees, still sobbing. "b-but why did he choose me? I-i-im nothing....... Im ugly....i h-have no talent....i dont deserve to be apart of BTS......let alone be the leader!"

Jimin holds Namjoon tightly. "He chose you because he loves you!...... you are not ugly... you are talented..... A-and you do deserve to be apart of BTS.... H-Hyung please........ Be strong..... We all care about you..... Especially Jungkook.... Don't let the haters get to you...... you're a great leader and we couldn't ask for anyone else...... p-please..... B-be strong...... w-w-we don't w-want to l-lose y-you......"