Quiet ~ M.N.Z + K.B.H

2- Moved in

December 13th 2008

I run around the table chasing my little sister Kenzie.

She has my iPad

"KENZ GIVE IT!"

"No! You're being a meanie! Mommy says we have to share!"

Six year old me
Looks at four year old her
And pushed her

She fell and sure as she is my little sister

She cried

Loudly

"Shhhh! Shhhh! Here, here! You can play with it! Just don't tell mommy!"

She nodded and sniffed before grabbing the iPad and putting on Clifford

"Ugh! I hate that show"

"Because you're a big meanie! Go away"

So I did

I ran around the house

Breaking things and yelling random things

I wanted to cry

I was always so confused.
Hyper
Mad

But I'm six
Isn't that normal?

"KALANI! Where are you bubba?"

I run over to my mommy
Bare feet being cut on the glasses I broke

She picked me up and held me.

"I'm sorry"

She kisses my forehead

"I know"

"Are you sending me away agian mommy?"

She smiles and kisses my cheeks

"No, no I'm not. What about we go and clean your little feet off, put on some shoes and go meet daddy and baby brother at park?"

I nod and whisper

"Can we leave Kenzie here?"

She simply smiles

"No, we can't sweetie"

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I had a good time at the park

Until a boy pushed me off the swing

I punched him

And my daddy and mommy came and put me in time out

"That wasn't nice kalani"
"He wasn't nice"
"But we don't hit"
"He pushed me!"
"Kalani that doesn't mean you hit sweetie!"
"I hate you!"

My little short legs ran

But my daddy's long legs picked me up