Diary of a Teenage Girl (Complete)

24.5 - Everyone has a secret

I don't know what hit Deomie's head but she told us to sleep outdoors that night. I thought it would be discomforting but when we got there it was so nice. I imagined that we would be sleeping in the sand together, but it turns out she was not thinking what I imagined it would be. There were beds near the shore and I saw four of them with so much distance.

We headed there just before the darkness eats the whole surrounding. The air was cold and the stars I few, I'm guessing it would rain.

Sabrina laid her head on my stomach when we face the sky. I don't have the slightest idea what we should do it was too early to sleep. The sound of the wind and the sea was singing unto us like a lullaby. I looked at Sabrina and she was gazing through the night sky. She was more beautiful than the sky so I just made myself busy looking at her.

She called me. It made my heart leap and the butterflies in my stomach that was sleeping woke up and they were having another riot in there. She looked at me and thank me. I was confused. What was she thanking for? I haven't done anything tonight but look at her and well, look at her. Ha-ha. She said she was thanking me for everything. I could feel the rush of blood down my face. Sheesh. She didn't have to thank me for that. I'd do anything for her. She laid herself on the bed again. She pulled me back too. But I laid my head on her stomach.

As soon as we had laid on the bed. I had this urge of wanting to kiss her, well I don't know, maybe because of the silent surrounding. I was thinking if I'd do it. I was having a mental list of Pro's and Con's about what I was thinking to do. And boy there was so many Pro's I could think of.

I got up and kissed her. It was a gentle. It was like brushing my lips to her. I looked at her and I examined her face, her reaction, and I was looking for a sign if I should follow through. I looked at her eyes, it was so mesmerizing, and I was falling with those eyes. I also looked at her lips. I simpered. She returned it by smiling lightly.

It was the sign. She made a sign. It was that smile.

I just have to know if she wanted to do it to. I should kiss her again. I kissed her lightly again then it went intensely. We broke the kiss and gasped for air. Then we made out again. When I felt the things were kind of heating up, I broke the kiss and pushed her gently. I was feeling something I shouldn't feel.

"What?" she asked innocently as she put her hands on my chest.

"You're seducing me." I was being seduced by Sabrina. Yes, she was teasing me. What kind of question was that?

"Oh do I?" she chuckled and her tone of voice was teasing. Ahhhrg. Sabrina what are you doing to me?

"Stop it. I might do something I might regret. I can't help myself." I told him the truth. i really on the verge on doing something. I'm a man with cravings you know. My hands were clenched. I was constraining myself. My cup is really full.

"So don't Amiel" She answered me. To my surprise she cupped my chin and I could see her eyes was dead serious. She brushed my lips through mine.

I pinned her down the bed. She said not to constrain myself. So I did. She permitted me to do this. She lifted my shirt. What's with Sabrina today? She was so aggressive. I thought we were here just to make out.

"What now Amiel Taylor?" I could hear the amusement in her voice.

"Sabrina, what are you doing?" who are you and what have you done to the sweet innocent Sabrina?

"I want to do it with you, don't you?" her voice was sincere. Sure I'd like to. Are you out of your gourde? Yes id like it. More than anything in the world. But I'd like to do it after the ceremonies on the church.

"Are you sure about that? Are you drunk?" I'm beginning to worry. Sabrina stop it. I don't want to do it now. If you knew Sabrina, she would do anything for getting what she wants. She is very persistent.

"I sober. Do I look like I'm drunk?" no. you wanted something and I can't win against you.

"No, I doubt it. But are you really..." She kissed me. I couldn't win against her and I also wanted to do this with her.

We were shirtless when the cold rain poured. Thank you gods. I asked her that we should head back inside. She asked me if I we could kiss in the rain. And so we did. It felt like we were in the movies.

After a few minutes we heard the gang shouting and running towards us. We played under the rain. We felt like kids and it feels like forever when we had done this. We came back in the house when we got tired.

The boys headed in to the bath in the basement. It was a Japanese bath. Well, the Kitamura's were Japanese. It was huge. And the baths for the girls and the boys were separated. There was a huge swimming pool like tub filled with hot water. We all got in butt naked. The bath was so relaxing.

Moments later Paul asked if we've done it with our girlfriends. I was out here, I didn't have a girlfriend.

"I've done it with Deomie lots of times. And we were so adventurous that we do it on public places. We wanted to try everything." Paul told us with pride. "And you know what, we were doing it since the 8th grade. It was like an experiment and right there we started the adventures."

"So you were with Deomie since grade school?" Jeremy asked.

"Yes, we've decided it since we were in an arranged marriage. We've know each other since we were children. Our grandparents fixed our marriage. So how about you guys?"

"Jenifer and I done it twice' Jan told us. I was amazed in what he had to share. If you knew Jan he doesn't have that kind of personality. He was the shy type. But you wouldn't know a person really.

"Well, I've done it with Santana last night it was our first." Jeremy said awkwardly. Oh ghaad. Jeremy has done it too? I was a little surprised that Jeremy had done it. I was amazed at the dude. See? See what happens when there was no parents in? Wait till Sabrina has her ears on this.

"Congrats man, welcome to manhood." Paul said.

"She initiated it so I followed her lead. I haven't got the slightest idea what I should do." Jeremy continued his story. I can see what Jeremy problem there. Me neither I don't know what to do if the thing earlier happened.

Paul talked about what we should do and everything he knew about it. But when he started to talk about his and Deomie's sex life it was little awkward for me.

"Whoa there big guy, too much information. I said disgustingly

Everyone looked at me. I think they were enjoying the things Paul was sharing, well I didn't.

"You haven't told your story dude." Paul said.

"First of all I don't have a girlfriend." I stated a fact.

"How about Sabrina?" Paul said amusingly.

Jeremy looked at me. He was calculating my face. I looked at him. "No, she is my best friend and I wouldn't do it to her. I swear." I was kind of nervous because a moment ago I was gonna do it with her.

"Even once?" Jeremy asked. Wow Jer, if I said yes would you be happy that I had coitus with your sister?

"Not once bro" I declared.

"But you were always sleeping with her, a guy and a girl alone on a room? Nothing happened? That's impossible. Or are you gay?" Jeremy asked. I was bewildered by what I heard. This guy is like pushing me to do that to her. Does he really like me for her sister that much? Ha-ha.

"You know me bro, I wouldn't do it to her." not after a marriage. Wait, I almost done it to her earlier. "And I'm not gay, you know I love her." both true. "We just kiss a lot and that's all." I added

Oh men I said to the guys I love her and we kiss a lot. If Sab knew about this she would be angry with me.

"Ha-ha-ha I know you're not Amiel and if anything happens to her, I'm your worst nightmare." He warned me.

"I wouldn't dude. You know that." It was the truth. I wouldn't hurt Sabrina.

We exchanged stories and when we were out of stories we showered and got to our respective rooms.