You're my doll

Broken doll

Trixies pov:
I hate being late to work, it makes me feel horrible and I try so hard not to. But of course due to my whole conversation with pearl I was late for my set. Once I came in I instantly threw myself into my dressing room and quickly put on my outfit.

Tonight it was a simple slutty holiday outfit. You know in mean girls they wore sluttish Santa baby outfits when they performed? Yeah it's that in light pink and like 50 times more sluttier.

I styled my hair into nice curls that perfectly fell on my shoulders, gurl I felt so sexy. I made my way on stage and did my regular pole dance routine and listen to the crowd go crazy. As I swung onto the pole and spreading my legs I looked around the room to try and spot Brian. I lightly frowned not seeing him anywhere in the room, I continued with my set.

I finished after an hour and a half and got a good tip of about seven thousand tonight. I decided to keep my outfit on since I didn't feel like changing out of it, I quickly touched up my make up and made my ways upstairs. I couldn't help but smile as I thought of all the fun things Brian might do to me tonight. Well I mean anything he does makes me melt under his touch.

Opening the door to the room we always use, I smiled more as I walked in ready for Brian's strong hands to wrap around my waist and pull me close to him. But when I didn't feel any strong loving hands around me yet I was confused. I looked around to see Brian wasn't even in the room at all, which was strange cause he's usually in here at this time.

I pouted putting my stuff down and walked out wondering where the hell he was. I heard a loud moan come from another room down the hall, of course me being curious I went up to the door and listened more. It sounds really creepy but all the girls do this, Alaska made fun of me the night after me and Brian has really rough sex.

I raised a brow listening more to what was going on inside. It sounded really familiar, well duh of course one of my girls are in there.

Trixie you dumbass

I pressed my ear against the door and listened closely to what was happening. My heart stopped and I felt the dam that held my tears back crack and break. I slammed the door open seeing the sight I never ever wanted to see.

My Brian having fun with the girl I absolutely hate, Ginger minj.

"How fucking could you!! You said you would never do this with anyone else!! You wanted me as your baby doll!! I thought you actually loved me but that was just a way so you could get good fucking sex!! But not even that could satisfy you! I never wanna see you ever again you traitor!!" I ripped the necklace he gave me off and threw it down on the floor. I stormed out of the room as tears streamed down my face.

"Trixie please! I'm sorry! Please don't do his to me baby! I don't know what I was thinking!!" I grabbed my stuff from the other room and I felt Brian's hand grab my shoulder. I instantly slapped his hand away and stormed past him going downstairs.

"I said I don't wanna see you!! You broke our promise!! I hate you so fucking much!!" I sniffed going out to my car feeling my heart break into smaller and smaller pieces.

"Trixie!! Don't leave me!! I need you I'm sorry!!" I threw my stuff in the back and turned to him as more tears kept coming. He poked like he was about to cry as well seeing me so heart broken.

"No! I trusted you to stay loyal to me! You said you fucking loved me and you took that and threw it out the window! I hope you enjoy your new fucking sex doll douche bag!" I pushed him away and got in my car driving back to my apartment with pearl.

It was hard to see the road due to the tears that kept welling up in my eyes. It hurt so much seeing the absolute perfect guy that I thought I loved with all my heart fucking someone else. At this point I have no more heart, it's just shattered pieces that are unfixable. I parked taking a moment to take everything in.

I wiped away my tears sadly going into my apartment ready to just breakdown and scream. I walked in not able to keep it in anymore as I looked up at pearl.

"Oh honey what happened..." she got up from her spot on the couch and made her way up to me at the doorway. I fell to my knees and just started sobbing not being able to keep it in anymore.

"H-he cheated o-on meeeee!! N-not even w-with a r-regular chick b-but someone I-I work w-withhhh!!" I cried harder into her shoulder, pearl wrapped her arms around me and lead me over to the couch softly rubbing my back as I let everything out.

I've never cried so hard in my life, but it's the first time I've ever truly fallen in love with someone. I thought everything he said was true, every I love you was just a lacerated lie, every kiss was just a way to keep me with him. It hurts more then anything.

"I don't know what I'm gonna do now, I fucking left some of my shit at his house and I don't even wanna face him" I sniffed calming myself down, now all my sadness was turning into anger. Pearl played with my hair and thought to herself for a bit.

"Well...maybe wait a couple weeks and when your ready just go back, get your stuff and leave..." I nodded hugging her tighter and sighed. I felt exhausted, I think I cried so hard it left me so tired.

"Can I sleep with you tonight please? I don't wanna be alone tonight..." I looked up to her as she smiled at me nodding.

"Of course trix...just like the old times..sleepovers!" She giggled lightly shaking my shoulders. I couldn't help but smile and squeal remembering the times where we would just come into each other's rooms and snuggle with each other. We never planned it but it just kinda happened, but it made us feel safe and comfy.

"Can we use the super soft blankets too?" I asked sitting up smiling a bit.

"Duh, of course we can is that even a question? Cmon let's set my bedroom up!" We giggled going into her bedroom and making it perfect for tonight.

Pearl always makes bad times better, and take my mind off of everything, I jut wish she could erase all the bad memories forever...