You're my doll

Finally

Trixies pov:
"I give up...I can't fucking do it...I'm useless..." I laid on the bed with dried tears on my face as I stared at the ceiling. We tried it again and guess what, nothing. It hurts a lot to know that I can't even do what my body wants me to do.

"Don't say that...maybe we're rushing it...your body might not be ready yet.." Brian said wiping away all my tears.

"Yeah well my periods say otherwise...I guess you were right Brian...im just not able to do it..." I put my head in my hand looking over at him with red eyes.

"How about...we just try one more time...and then we'll know.." he took my hand kissing it softly. I couldn't help but smile seeing how caring he was being.

"Alright...one more time...I just hope we really can do it..it's all I want right now..." pulling me close, he softly kissed me wrapping his arms around my waist.

"I can feel it this time...I know we can..." I smiled more as he got on top of me kissing me more. This is the only good part, just him going all in on me, just so blissful and pleasurable. I absolutely love it.

It's been a couple weeks after trying our fourth time, but every morning as I get up I puke my fuckin brains out. And  this morning isn't any different. I coughed hard finishing up and sat back to catch my breath, I hate puking, it forces my whole body to work and put everything into it.

"Trixieeeee? Have you checked yet?" Brian popped his head into the bathroom holding a glass of water for me. I smiled taking it and washed my mouth out before looking at the box.

"I haven't yet...but I'll do it right now to see..." he smiled back kissing my cheek and closed the door behind him. As I started I just prayed that it'll work, I want to know if I can, and I just hope I'm able to. I waited for a while before taking it and coming out to see Brian on the edge of the bed waiting for me.

"Well? Have you checked or do you wanna figure it out together?" I sat down next to him and took a deep breath clutching onto the test in my hands.

"I wanna do this together...like we always do...you ready?" He smiled nodding holding my hand tightly. I closed my eyes flipping the test over to the results just scared to see the dreaded negative again. I opened one eye and I felt my whole body freeze.

Positive.

I screamed in joy seeing the result I've been waiting so long for. Finally a good sign for once.

"Oh my godddd!!! It's positive it's fucking positive!! Hold up lemme take a couple more just in caseeee!!" I squealed running back into the bathroom hearing Brian laugh at my excitement.

I took a couple more and squealed louder seeing both were still positive. I ran back out waving them around screaming.

"POSITIVEEEE!! WERE HAVING A BABYYYY!!" I bounced excitedly and felt Brian lift me up in the air and spin me around, he even cried with me as well.

"I knew it! I fucking knew we could do it!!" He kissed my face all over before putting me down and hugging me tightly.

"We're gonna have a little baby and they're gonna be so cuteeee, and it's gonna be ours and I want it nowwww" I cried happily. It felt so good to know that we actually did it after so many tries.

"I don't care if it's a boy or a girl, as long as it's with you then I'll love them no matter what, this is so amazing oh my god" he sniffed shoving his face in my shoulder. I played with his hair as we just held each other and calmed down.

"I wanna go baby shopping but their barely even thereeee" I looked down at my stomach smiling knowing soon there'll be a baby bump in a few months.

"Let's wait until maybe around three or four months to start, cause I seem like now is too early" he laughed kissing my cheek.

"I know I knowwww, god I really want a little girl thoughhhhh! Just to dress her up and do her hairrrr!" I sighed happily thinking about all the things I could do with a little girl.

"If you want a girl then I want a girl too, god I'm just so happy right now" he bent down to my stomach and started kissing it over and over again. I blushed softly seeing how excited he was.

"I didn't think you liked children Brian, I thought you said you would never want them?" I asked curiously since i remember him telling me that he didn't like kids.

"I don't like other people's children, but if it's my own then I'll definitely love my own" I giggled rolling my eyes playfully at him.

"Oh my god, I can't with you, I'm just happy that your good with this, as long as you love them then that's all gooddddd" I laughed hugging him smiling.

"And I am, I'm gonna love you and be cute little baby that we're gonna have in nine months" we smiled at each other even more.

It was definitely worth the time and all the tries that came with it. And now in nine months we're gonna have our own little baby we're gonna love for years, when they get older they might not love us but I don't care, I just want my baby now.