Heartbeat (raven 2)

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Warning: mentions of self harm. please, please seek help if you feel the urge to hurt yourself. we've all needed support at some point. it does not make you a burden or an inconvenience, I promise. every protagonist who has had to defeat a monster had a mentor or sidekick. think hercules and chiron. percy and annabeth. you're a demigod on your way to becoming a demon-wrangler.


...and then

She can feel her heart

screaming in her chest.

He can feel each breath

clawing against his lungs.

And the voices in their heads

relentlessly throbbing.

Broken, so broken.

and then...

the reflection of metal in tears

the rattle and shake of pills and bottle

whispering, begging, pleading

escape.

and then...

a flash of silver

a trickle of red

empty,

free

and,

then...

the demons

they come back, stronger,

screaming and clawing and throbbing,

flashes of metal, reflections in tears, trickles of red

rattling, whispering, begging, pleading, 

heart, lungs, empty, empty, empty.

over and over and over again

how long has it been since

they came up for

air?

and 

when

they run out of

places they can hide

will they finally realize that

there were no demons inside?

Just the voices in their mind

whispering relentlessly

broken, so broken

...

and when

will they realize

their hearts beat steadily

each breath caresses their lungs

and the voices are saying

please just accept that

you are 

enough

?

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