Poems About Camren

Dilemma

(This is one of the poems I wrote last year when I was making the DECODE: Consequences by Camila Cabello. The music video just reminded me of the song With or Without You by U2. Link to the song above if you want to listen.)

Loving you is arming you with every weapon there is

Hoping I don't get slaughtered; that I didn't judge amiss

I am on cloud nine, so high, and if I fall.. I will fall down hard.

I knew you were lethal, the moment I gave you my heart.

For the first time in a long time, I hold something dear. 

Though, I am still wrapped in my Chrysalis of fear 

My mind and heart clothed by my epitome of love and future wishes 

Yet, my heart implodes to you, hoping you are my bliss.

I know the epiphany of you is coming, but I refuse to see or hear a sound

 I bled; I was in anguish, though I never said it out loud.

So when you stabbed me I didn't flinch nor did I cry

But that doesn't mean I didn't die.

Loving you is a dilemma, there's no win or lose

So I only have to choose:

Whether to hurt with you or to ache without.

Either way, my heart's left bleeding out. 

(Here's the video I made)