Just a couple of poetry I've written here and there inspired by Camren stories and songs. This is my outlet of my feelings when I make my Youtube Videos. LFMAO. I appreciate feedback.
(A/n: Hey Guys! Sorry I've been too busy lately that I haven't got the time to make any new videos OR publish any poems. BUT I'll make it up to you today. I found some old poems I wrote in FB and finished/edited some for this collection. Hope you like them. Even if they're bitter/sad masochistic AF cos I was an OVERLY DRAMATIC TEENAGER.
But seriously, I was in a really bad place but I managed to put myself back together again. YES. ME. BY MYSELF. Cos I decided one day that I didn't want to be sad anymore. So when Camila said "Fake it until you make it." I say take that advice. I know how difficult it is to wake up, dress up and show up when all you don't feel a fuckin' thing. BUT It gets better. I promise. Just learn to love yourself and be kind to yourself. Everything else will follow.)
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Let's not live in this reality, let's dream and wish.
That what was once the "best thing there is" still exists
Let's allow ourselves to believe in nonsense. In love and eternity
Maybe I'll get lost in you and you in me.
Let's just stay a while and pretend it's all okay
Let's just do that for today..
As we lay on this bed
Time seems becomes nonexistent and goodbyes become unsaid
Forgotten is that ghost, Betrayal, that haunts us
If you ask why I love you, it'll be easy to say "just because."
What we had – HAVE is still special and it cannot be undone.
That demon, Fate, has not won
Making you mine is my sole purpose - my mission.
Let's once again smolder in the delusion we once called passion.
I feel you as all the air escapes your lungs
In loving memory of what paradise was once.
Hear you scream in pure ecstasy of pain or pleasure
As you beg for more....
As you draw your final breath,I escape my trance and grow with regret, but I can't stop now...
My body has a mind of its own; I'm letting myself down.
As you pick up the pieces of you and left once again
I lay there reminiscing what it used to be then.
Captivated by instant gratification and your beauty.
How could I let the devil, Desire, possess me entirely?
