Desperation

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(A/N: I wrote this almost 10 years ago, when I was just 17. That's why it sounds kinda juvenile. I'm thinking of updating this into the real school girl crush/first love drama that it is. [I read too much CAMREN school girl/first crush fanfic and I'm feeling that]. What you think?)

This is one of my favorites right now: Between Heaven and Disaster by @youmeandem

This is one of my favorites right now:  Between Heaven and Disaster by @youmeandem

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If love was the best reason to stay

Then why does saying 'I love you' drive you away

Maybe I misinterpreted, maybe I wanted too much

And now, our fates turned out as such.

If only we could go back and start over

Before we got careless, before we got dumb, before I was your lover.


We could see how we made each other happy

Friendship was nice, it was refreshing, simple – but then, envy.

Spite was all I felt as I saw you in another's embrace

I know I am a goddamn better lover in so many ways.

In this world full of people, you are the only one I see.

The only one I want, the only one for me.


If only, it were possible. If only there was a price I could pay

I'd take it. I'll do it. I'll bring back love. I'll bring back yesterday

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