(A/N: This is the last poem of the series I wrote about Artist on November 2013. My 19-21 year old self was such a drama queen I know. But hey! I wouldn't be half the person I am now if I was lucky in love. LFMAO. IDK if you guys know Naomi and Emily from Skins, but I remember Believer by Susanna and the magical orchestra was on repeat for me and that song just reminds me of those two. They're my favorite Skins couple (let's just pretend SKINS FIRE didn't happen and we're good.))
What hurts more?
Knowing that the one you love doesn't love you too
Or seeing that she deserves someone better than you
I am like a moth obsessed with the light
Got burnt by the desire, lost all sense of sight
Love can I call it that? Well certainly I felt it for you
Before I found out, before you broke my heart in two
Not only mine, but hers as well.
I guess between me and you, I was the only one who fell
The loneliness was unbearable, and somehow it led me to you
But I knew nothing at that time, but how I wish I knew
Those innocent looks that fooled so many
And I was one of them, unfortunately.
And it ached; the pain's imprinted on my very core
Having you like that hurt me all the more
But I'm blindfolded by my desperation, in denial
I feign ignorance but I can only keep it for a while
Betrayal. That's all what that was
Liar. You said you loved both of us
But then I really wanted to believe it all
I wanted to be released so desperately from this impeccable wall
But it's time to let myself go
So I leave with something that I know:
I love you. But she loves you more
I want you, but you'll always come back knocking at her door
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Poems About Camren
ŞiirJust a couple of poetry I've written here and there inspired by Camren stories and songs. This is my outlet of my feelings when I make my Youtube Videos. LFMAO. I appreciate feedback.
