Just a couple of poetry I've written here and there inspired by Camren stories and songs. This is my outlet of my feelings when I make my Youtube Videos. LFMAO. I appreciate feedback.
(A/N: This is a poem I wrote when I was 19. Wrote it a week after the next poem. LOL. I wrote this about my then ex-gf and first girlfriend (who is still one of my best friends to this day. We laugh about all of it now, we love each other but we're not in love with each other. I hope you know what I mean. I guess at one time, we were all that each other needed and I'm honestly thankful for her cos she made me realize how I want to be loved. And we're still going to grow old together, like we promised all those years ago.)
This fanfic reminds me so much of her and I's relationship: Off Camera - by: laurenjauregvii
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It took a while to stand again and keep myself on my feet
A long time to get used to not having you make my heart skip a beat
It took a lot in me not to say anything,
Not to admit I was hurting
But I never thought it wouldn't take so long to get over your spell
And see the skies clear after all that hell
I know your gaze won't captivate me anymore
I wouldn't follow you like a lost puppy when you walk out of my door
I know your words won't hurt me as much as they used to
Because loving you now is not the only thing I know what to do
Maybe it seems unreal, maybe it may seem like I'm lying
But I know I'm stronger and I'm no longer dying
You took me down, but I took you further
And now my friend, I'm walking away with murder.
(PS: In case you were wondering, I'm a lot like the Lauren in her fics personality-wise, and my bestie is a lot like the Camilas. But I'm NOT a big bottom!! I'm a real badass woman. HMPF! The song is LoveBird (Which I think helped inspired Camila's Something's Gotta Give - listen to the melodies and lyrics. They're so similar.) )
