Love ? What love actually means ? All those hearts in the keyboard and the emoji you send ? Um..I don't think so..To tell the truth I didn't know what love means about some months before..I mean..yeah I love my friends and my family and this love is real love..I love them deeply but I couldn't understand how is it to be in love or at least love a person in a way that you can't just imagine your life without them..I'm the kind of person that loves easily and gets attached easily..and when I say to someone "I love you" I'm not gonna take it back..although something made me understand what real "in love" means..Love is about actions..not words..you fall in love with the voice..with the way someone moves and talks..with the eyes..not only with the body shape..Everyday I see couples smilling at each other and calling "babes" and I always smile so bad cause I can see the love between them..however, I get so mad when I see boys or even older men looking at a woman's ass and hopping just to fuck with her in any way..It's just gross ..the thing is that some of those boys are afraid to love deeply cause they don't know what's coming next..what if the other doesn't love you back ? What if you get disappointed ? Let me tell you that you don't love so as to be loved back..noone can control their feelings..you can't fucking choose the person you fall for..only heart decides that..and believe me when you love you'll know..you won't love her body or her screams when you have sex with her..actually maybe you will but first you will love her damn soul..her smile..her moves..her voice..Time to time you'll feel your heart beating faster when you're around her..you'll feel your legs bending when she touches you..you won't be able to keep yourself from smilling when you see her..or your jealousy when someone else is holding her..and even the fear of not talking to you ever again..it's the most amazing feeling..but somewhere has to exist the fear of loving onesidly..I'll admit it's painful but as I mentioned before you don't love someone for them to love you back..When you'll fall for someone you'll do things you never imagined you would do..It's hard to love someone that much that you can sacrifice yourself for them to be happy..but as much painful as it is all I can say for sure is that love is worthy of the sacrifice..maybe not always the person you fall for but absolutely the feeling of being in love..
Thank you guys so much for the support and I hope you're not so bored of that book..I actually write it to give you the chance to know me better..I love you all and I'm here for any of you who needs someone to talk to..♥️♥️
