DarahMuda // 5SOS

Samyang

"Go to hell!"

Kesal, gue kembali menghadap lampu-lampu kota dan mengabaikan pria itu di belakang. Suara lembut dari gitar mengalun diantara suara angin malam. Gue berusaha mengabaikan sampai dia bicara lagi.

"Is it about him?" i know he's always right, but i don't wanna give a damn. "Can i give an advice? You love him."

Kesal, gue balik badan. "Well, can i give you an advice too, Mr. Knows-It-All? You should tell her you love her, claim her, and show it up to public. So you can stop hurt her."

"What if i turn being Luke then? Bravery told you every time, claimed you to everyone, showed you up to public, but you keep dump him anyway."

"Fuck you!" sembur gue. I know that's the truth that everyone knows, but still, berhasil banget nyinggung gue. Gue menatap kesal hingga pria berambut hitam di hadapan gue ini tertawa. "Stop being Calum, you Hood!"

"Well, let me introduce myself, I am Calum Thomas Hood, and i know everything."

"Shut up and play a song," ucap gue sembari berjalan mendekat dan duduk di kursi santai sebelah Cal.

"Go find Luke and ask him!" Masih aja nih orang nyindir gue.

"Why are you being such a pain in the ass?" gue memberikan senyum horor.

Cal tak menjawab dan memainkan gitarnya dengan nada yang kalem. "They worried about you back in the party."

Tadi pas bercanda ngeselin, pas udah serius kok nambah ngeselin?! "Don't tell me anything," ucap gue lemah. Jujur gue capek banget for something i dont know what. "Sing me that citylight song."

Cal tak bicara lagi setelahnya dan memainkan chord gitarnya. Setelah cukup lama. Perlahan emosi gue sudah mulai terjaga. Maybe it's a good time to share?

"That's not citylight song, is it?"

Cal hanya bergumam, "I dont know what is citylight song."

"It's your song. That come up with citylight lyrics and damn good chord."

"Dont know."

Kesel. "You're getting old, Mister. Stop consume alcohol for good sake."

Cal tak menjawab setelahnya. Hening lagi untuk beberapa menit ke depan.

"What you gonna do?" gue memulai. "About fake-girlfriend?"

"I'm not playing." Just like Calum, he doesnt give a damn like always.

"But i know you over thinking about it. What's Al say?"

"You're the one she's always share her feeling with."

Mulai kesal dengan sikap Cal yang berusaha cuek seperti ini, "Can you please stop build a wall and show who you are?"

Cal terdiam lama. Cukup bagi gue untuk menyerah dengan sifat keras kepalanya itu. He might knows anything, but he forget if he doesn't even know about himself and all the things he need.

"Is it because you afraid to fall and be another Luke Hemmings?" tanya gue, mengingat sindiran yang sempat Cal lontarkan tadi. "Afraid to be disappointed and your love being wasted?"

Hanya angin malam yang mendesah lembut. Alunan gitarnya pun perlahan berhenti. "The day when she found me in the studio. That was already late night. Just like another day after show, i can't sleep cause the flat sound in my ear kills me. But that day, i had no show, but the flat sound still there. I was with my piano.. and low light."