Just Another Bad Boy

Pity party...I wish (43)

"It's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring"
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CHASE POV: (before the kissing scene)

Allison had just sang both of her songs, her voice was absolutely amazing, it truely was but the songs were both so real.

It didn't take a genius to figure out that the songs were about Oliver and I. Why couldn't she just admit that she felt for me.

I had to talk to her about last night, I can't believe she just ran away like that.

I still wanted her to admit her feelings for me but I knew that probably wasn't going to happen when she was still with Oliver.

I kind of felt bad for him if I'm being honest because it was so damn obvious that he was so much more into her than she was to him.

Both the songs were probably hard for Oliver to hear, fuck, they were hard for me to hear.

"I'm going to go find Ally to congratulate her" I mumble to Bella who nods and smiles in response.

I walk to the stage to see Ally but see Caleb instead.

"Hey man do you know where Ally is?" I ask him.

He smiled but shook his head no.

"She needed some time alone, you'll find her outside somewhere quiet" Caleb responded walking away. Caleb knew that Allison wanted some time alone but wanted me to go and find her.

I walk into the corridor and turn the first corner where I see Allison leaning her head again the lockers with her eyes closed.

"Good job singing out there, anyone could say you meant those words" I chuckle wanting her to know I realise the song was about me and as an attempt of humour.

She chuckled back.

A few minutes of silence passed, I was just happy to be in her company without her running off.

"That day at the fight, I didn't sleep with Chelsea" I tell her, having wanted to tell her that since the day I found out that is why she was with Oliver.

She looks at me curiously.

"I mean, I was going to, I had every intention to, but I couldn't go through with it" I finish, saying that to her hurt.

"Why didn't you?" She asks looking up at me with those beautiful blue eyes that I've fallen for.

"I had feelings for you, no matter how hard I tried I couldn't escape them and sleeping with Chelsea wasn't going to do anything" I respond after a minute, I guess it was all out in the open now.

"The answer is yes" She replies after a few more minutes.

Now I look at her curiously, "what answer?".

She sighs, "I do have feelings for you, I feel so much for you and I can't escape them either".

My heart pounds erratically in my chest but I try and keep calm, I nod, I don't think I would've been able to say anything.

"When I first met you I thought you were some arrogant fuck boy, I wasn't wrong" -Ally began, laughing a little, I also chuckle along with her while she looks at me, "I didn't think that we would ever become close and I definitely never thought I would develop feelings for you, I mean, I thought that I knew everything there was to know about bad boys, they were just that, bad boys and I had sworn off them after Tyler" She finish's