Chapter seventeen

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After I fell asleep sharing a bed with a sprawled out Louis, we were awoken two hours later for dinner. After dinner I started to think of ways I could tell the boys my secret. I still have two weeks till my deadline but it's never too early to prepare.

Should I do the easy way out and just have Louis talk and only be there to show them the evidence? Should I do everything all by myself? I should probably stand close to the door so once I tell them, I can just dart out of the room and not deal with their reactions. That would be a huge weight off my shoulders.

They probably won't even care, to be honest. I wouldn't be surprised if they already knew and just didn't give a shit. I just need them to know. I need to be able to wear what ever I want around them and not have to worry about covering up.

I ended up staying up for an extra three hours thinking about scenarios. One or two may have to do with Aliens coming and zapping me away so I never have to tell them. When I did fall asleep however, I had a dream about my old dog Savo and I fighting crime together. It was great.

The bed felt empty without my friends when I woke up. I remember trying to grab onto one to cuddle with but feeling nothing but sheets. I rolled out of bed and walked to my bathroom to wash my face. After, I put my hair into a bun and walked downstairs. Nobody was in sight and when I walked into the kitchen there was a note taped to the fridge

'Dear Freya,

The boys and I had a meeting to go to so sorry we couldn't make you food. Everything you need is in the fridge but if you need anything else, there should be money in my nightstand drawer. You have a car so you can get something yourself. I love you!

-Louis'

I shrugged and went back into my room. I plugged my phone into the sound system and started jamming out to 'Planetary(go!)' by MCR. My room got a little messy since I got here almost two months ago so this is the perfect time to clean it. It didn't take me more than an hour do get the job done and now I was bouncing around the room singing and jamming. The song playing is 'If You Wanted A Song Written About You, All You Had To Do Was Ask' by Mayday Parade. This next part, I put all I had into.

"And you dropped the note and we changed key

You changed yourself and i changed me

I really didn't see us singing through this

Then you screamed the bridge

And i cried the verse

And our chorus came out unrehearsed

And you smiled the whole way through it

I guess maybe that's what's worse"

I heard clapping from behind me and there stood Harry Styles.

"That was actually really good. I mean, it's not as good as me but it's still pretty good." He said with a playful smirk.

I grabbed the pillow from my bed and threw it at his face. "So did you just come here to bother me, Styles?" I asked him.

"Actually Tomlinson, the other Tomlinson sent me up here. He wanted me to tell you that he is at El's house and wanted me to make sure you ate. Did you?"

"Yes I did." I lied. I wasn't even that hungry this morning. Plus now think about it, I'm starting to gain a little weight. Skipping one meal won't hurt.

"Good. I'll let you get back to what ever it is you were doing I guess. Bye."

"Bye" He closed the door and I went right back to my dancing. Dancing burns some calories, right?

~Skip ahead two weeks~

These past two weeks Louis has been giving me looks when ever we are all in the same room. We meaning the boys and I. I would just shake my head no and he would go back to whatever he is doing. Tonight is my deadline though. I promised I would do it within two weeks and tonight is the last night. I need to do this. The more I put it off, the harder it will be to hide it. I almost passed out last week!

~Flashback~

The six of us were walking around in the mall when I started to get a little too hot. Probably due to the fact it's 80 degrees outside and I'm wearing a long sleeved shirt and jeans. I started slowing down and the world slowly became dizzy. Louis was the first one to notice and he picked me up and we left the mall. If any of the other guys saw, they probably would have wanted to roll up my sleeves.

~Flashback over~

Louis came in half an hour ago to remind me and I told him I'll do it after dinner. That gives me a whole day on edge. I've already showered and gotten ready for the day. Now I just need to busy myself. Maybe I can call Gabby and take a quick trip to her house. No, that's about six hours of driving in one day. Not up for that today.

Just then I was called for breakfast. When I got down there I grabbed a banana off the counter and tried to walk out of the room. I was stopped when I walked right into a wall of human flesh. When I looked up, Liam was looking down at me with a raised eyebrow. He motioned that he wanted me to sit down at the table and I sighed and turned around. There were two open spots at the table so I chose the one next to Louis and Niall.

"Freya, are you okay? You've been distant the past two weeks and you never skip out on morning breakfast. You feeling okay?" Liam asked when he got back to the table.

"Yeah I'm fine. I've just haven't had much to talk about lately. I was skipping out on breakfast this morning because I need to call Gabby" I lied. The truth is, I've been distant because I'm nervous about telling the boys. I really want to tell them but it makes me even more nervous seeing them. That's why I skipped out on breakfast or at least tried to.

Louis looked me in the eyes and I could tell that he knew I was lying. The rest nodded and I was finally excused.

I ran up into my room and hid from them for pretty much the rest of the day. I spent most of that time drawing considering the fact that I haven't done much of that since I've been here.

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