Chapter thirty six

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Harry was sat criss cross applesauce on my bed in flannel pajama pants. I walk past my bed and put my two bags down near my desk. I do everything I can think of to delay this talk with Harry. I change into my pajamas, I brush my teeth, and I kick Harry off the bed to make it. Once I finished, I climbed back on the bed and so did Harry. We sat there for a few minutes in complete silence where the only thing we could actually hear was the Niall screaming at somthing downstairs. Probably another football game but it could be one of his shows.

"i can't take it anymore" Harry begins. "I need to just lay it all out on the table now and you can chime in at the end but only at the end. Let me explain this first."

"Okay." i say but not looking at him. Instead, I look at the threading on the bed.

"What you saw two nights ago was a hude misunderstanding. In all honesty, I thought she was you. I was drunk, it was dark, she was wearing the same costume as you-"

"Actually it wasn't the same exact one." I interject.

"Bup, bup, bup. I wanted no interuptions. As I was saying, I did think she was you. Like I said, I was drunk and it was dark and she had a similar costume compared to yours. Then there was the hair. Now I know you were wearing a red wig but I don't think you realized the you were scratching at it all night. It must have been subconcious or somthing, I don't know but I thought that when you went to the bathroom and took it off. When you came in and yanked her off of me, I was beyond confused till I saw your red wig going apeshit on her. I have to admit, it was very hot to see a cat fight." I smacked his arm. The very first physical contact we've made since the party and I still felt tingles shoot up my arm. "Oh my gosh, when I couldn't find you I was panicing. I drove almost four hours home, drunk. The wake up call sobered me up pretty well but I'm lucky that there weren't many people on the road.

Oh my gosh, If looks could kill, I would have died the second I looked into your brother's eyes. I tried to explain myself but you Tomlinson's are stubborn. I knew that when Louis left in the morning that he was on his way to get you so I called Gabby after five hours because I know he had a meeting with Simon scheduled for later in the day and I figured he would take you with him. Gabby told me everything that happened that night. She told me where she found you, she told me you got high or in Gabby terms "baked like a cake", she also told me you started mubbling about me and cheaters in your sleep.

Freya, love, you know I would never intentionally hurt you. I'm so sorry for what happend. Can you please give me another chance? I've been pacing in my room for the past two days practically ripping my hair out. I probably would have if my hair wasn't 'a trade mark' according to the marketing team. Freya, I will get on my knees if youwant me to. Please Freya, I love you so much, do you forgive me?"

This was a lot to take in. I took a minute to process. "Yes, Harry. I forgive you." The smile on that boys face could light up the darkest of rooms. Harry leaned in to kiss me but I put my hand up so he kissed that instead of my lips. "Slow down there, big guy. I may have foriven you but that mouth was on another skank and I want to be able to see you brushing you teeth. I'm sure you brushed them already but I want to watch."

Harry jumped up and ran out of my room. He came back in a couple seconds later carrying a tooth brush and motioning me towards the bathroom. I follow him and watch as he wets the toothbrush and puts the toothpaste on. Once the toothbrush is raised to his mouth and hits the first tooth, Harry turns to me looking straight in my eyes. We make eye contact and I have to admit, he even makes brushing teeth hot. He turns back tot he sink still trying to make eye contact and spits,

"Ah, ah, ah. Tongue too mister." He rolls his eyes and gets extremely close while making an extra point to srub. As soon as he spits he washes off his tooth brush and turns back towards me raising an eyebrow. Instead of talking, I nod and Harry instantly lifts me up and places me on the counter. His tongue goes almost right down my throat and we begin very heavly making out, if I had to describe it. His hands slip under my butt and he lifts me off the counter. I'm then carried off to my bed where Harry lays me down and crawls on top of me. The kissing doesn't stop the whole trip. The first time we break was when I pulled Harry's white v-neck over his head. This was followed by Harry pulling off the shirt that Gabby gave me two years ago. It was a MCR shirt with the third album symbol on it. Not that it mattered really. I twas thrown to the floor in a matter of seconds.

Harry's warm chest felt great against my currently freezing body. The hand that used to be around his neck were now exploring his bare chest and back. Slowly, I worked my fingers to his waistband. I fiddled with it for a while before Harry pulled back. "Wait, Freya, are you positive you want to go further with this?"

"Yes, I do." I say confidently

"Then let me run to my room real quick. I'll be back in less than a minute." Harry said while getting out of my bed and running to his room. I give myself a little menal pep talk and fix my hair a little just as Harry is coming back in wearing only his boxers this time. He locks my door and crawls right in bed while smilng at me. "Are you 100% positive your ready to do this, Freya?"

"Yes, Harry. I am completely ready and I want to. I love you. " I tell him while looking him in the eyes.

"I love you too. If I hurt you, we can stop. Just say the word and it will all be over." I nod and he begins kissing me again. His hands slowly manover the clasp on my bra and eventually get's it unhooked. I sat up a little more as he pulled it off. We kissed a little longer till I found my way to his boxers. I fiddled the hemline for a little bit before Harry pulled back and whispered " You fucking tease" and he pulled them down himslef. "Now come on. Your turn." he said while looking back at me.

"Baby" I mutter while slowly slipping off the underwear I was wearing. Now we both naked looking over each others bodies. Eventually we looked back up into each others eyes and began kissing right away. Hands were roaming and breaths were fast. Harry's left hand left my body and stuck out to my night stand. I heard a crinkle noise and then Harry's hand went down between our bodies. It doesn't take an idiot to figure out that he was putting a condom on.

"Last chance to back out."

"Is the great Harry Styles backing out?" I ask him.

"What? Of course not! I know it hurts for a girl the first time and I want to make sure you're ready to do this."

"Wow you think that this is my first time. That's cute." Harry made a loud groaning noise and went back to kissing me. Harry begins to position himself over me and stop kissing just long enough to make eye contact. I feel him slowly enter me. Yes, it did hurt but as his thrusts got longer and faster, it hurt less and less. As we went my breathing became much louder and slowly small moans started to slip out. Harry started letting his moans out as soon as I started letting mine out. We had to keep quiet because my brother was probably just down the hall.

After a while of being in the same postion Harry tries to shift us but he ends up falling off the bed. I take a short break to laugh before ssaying "Five second rule" and jumping on top of him. Harry laughed and I straddled his hips. I'm sure you know what happened from there.

An hour later and we were cuddling naked on my bed, drenched in sweat. After we both climaxed on the floor, He lifted me up and put me back on my bed. Harry thinks I'm alseep right now I think. After an hour of cuddling he crawls out of the bed and puts his pants back on. Just as I thought he was going to leave, he pulls back the covers and starts dressing me. I 'wake up' just as he is about to try and hook my bra.

"Okay it was amusing to watch you try to put my pants on but I'm not even going to let you attempt at the bra yet." I say while sitting up and taking the bra from his hands. I get it hooked and stick my hand out which Harry places a shirt in. I pull thst over my head then crawl back into bed. Harry hovers at the end of my bed for a moment before I speak. "Are you going to crawl back into bed or are you just going to stand there?"

"Hold on. Warning, theres going to be a flash." As promised, there is a flash. My head was pretty much buried in the pillows so I didn't really care. I hear my phone ding from the night stand and reach over to grab it. Shocker, I'm mentioned in a tweet from Harry Styles. 'Perfect night with the girl I love the most <3' I retweet it and throw my phone onto the bed. Harry crawls back in and snuggles up to my back. I fall asleep in the arms of the man I am in love with.

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