This Love 2

chapter 34

hi guys it's a long chapter bc i have been busy with homework since its my first year in college, so im making this a long upload just incase i dont get a chance to upload next week or maybe the week after. :( i'll try to upload another chapter! sorry.

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Alex's P.O.V

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"I'll be home before you know it! Till then, promise me you won't cry because I'm better already. They're just seeing how well which medication works the best for me. Take one of your sleeping pills and one of your stomach pills tonight, it'll be fine." Niall says to me, but I shake my head anyway.

"No, it won't be the same at home, so I can't promise you that. I'm going to cry right now just a heads up." He chuckles a little and realizes that I was being serious.

"I don't want to cry in front you, so I'm going to the restroom. I'll be back," I get out of the bed and lock myself in, crying but not loud or anything.

Our foreheads were touching before I left, so if I cried it would be literally right in front or him. I don't want anymore weird dreams, sleeping with Niall is perfect and warm since it's cold outside, but not only warmth it's just him in general. I can't even sleep by myself because I've been so used to sleeping with Niall every single night. 

I wipe my wet face off and come back out to get back on the hospital bed with Niall and he's staring at me for a while, then lays back down the way we were before. I lay next to him on my side and I'm a little shocked whenever pulls me closer puts his forehead back on mine.

"Why did you go do that? It makes me sad whenever you cry like that." His hand scratches my lower back, purposely trying to make me fall asleep.

"Cry like what?"

"Sniffling and making those tiny noises. I know what you cry like," We chuckle quietly together. "That's the cry you make that makes me feel bad also..please stop,"

A few minutes later I have dozed off without even noticing and so has Niall. He'd kiss my cheek, nose, lips, forehead, anywhere on my face before I went to sleep just to mess with me. I hear small chatter and Niall is telling me to wake up.

"For what?" I grown in a raspy voice, still keeping my eyes closed.

"I'm sorry, but visiting hours have ended. Come on, sweetheart." The doctor says. I squeeze Niall's ugly napkin gown and pretend this is some weird dream.

I can barely even kiss Niall because of my lips shaking from getting ready to cry some more involuntarily, but I try not to. I already broke my promise saying I wouldn't, but I did in the bathroom.

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Niall's P.O.V

"Goodnight, I'll see you tomorrow. Love you," I kiss her cheek and she nods.

"Love you too.." Ugh shit I hate seeing her like that, she's scared to go to sleep because there is no one there to comfort her or anything like that. Not that I want anyone else to. Harry and Piper are there, but Cleo will just keep crying, then possibly get sick to her stomach, then everything will go hectic, then she'll feel bad, then the doctors will send her home, then she'll go home and cry some more..see? This is why one simple thing can lead to a disaster.

"Wait!" I shout to the doctor. Cleo already left.

"Yes? What do you need? Did you need any water or something?"