This Love 2

chapter 35

this is another long chapter bc i have a quiz to study for so I won't upload for probably a week or two, I'll try my hardest to post again soon

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Niall's P.O.V

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"Why'd you say you were embarrassed?" All she does is stare at my shirt instead of looking at me and I see her face frown slowly. I know what she's about to do already since I'm so used to it, her bottom lip shakes as it frowns slowly and her eyes well up along with her eyebrows creasing.

"Stop biting your lip so hard," I can't understand why she's about to cry or on the verge of crying. I reach over on the nightstand and grab a tissue to give to her.

"You made your lip bleed." She holds the tissue to her lip, letting out a sob.

"Don't cry." I say quietly, then slowly take her glasses off for her because she's going to probably break them from messing with them so much.

"I'm trying not to, but sometimes I really can't help it. I hate myself for that," She rubs her eyes with her palms, then the back of her hand, sniffling. Cleo falls forward on me, mostly beginning to cry.

"Stop crying,"

"It's embarrassing to cry in front of someone.. especially you, I cry all of the time and you put up with it, but I just..I don't know. I try so so hard to not cry, but it's like I can't control it. I just feel like I'm annoying you from crying so much and regurgitating all of the time. I'm trying not to do it anymore, I really am. I'll take more of my nausea pills if I have to. I feel like I'm a hastle to you because you're never complaining about anything that I do if I'm sick or whenever I do anything. Do you keep it all in and never tell me, then whenever I leave, you talk about me? " I scoot her higher up on my lap, so that I'm able to rub her back.

"I don't get annoyed unless you're being rude whenever I'm trying to help you, but other than that you don't annoy me. I'm fine with you regurgitating because I'm used to it by now. Your mom actually told me that your dad threw up a lot, she said it's inherented the second time I met her. I would much rather you vomit all day than take more pills than you're supposed to. Crying is just something you do yourself because you're an emotional type of person, so don't hate yourself for it. It doesn't bother me if you're sick either..everyone catches colds every now and then, and I'm not gonna just let you take care of yourself. So, stop worrying so much you're gonna stress yourself out over nothing,"  I pinch her butt slightly making her flinch on my lap.

"Now come on we're missing the movie." I laughs quietly.

"Wait, I can't see. I need my glasses." She tugs my arm, so I can go grab them for her and whenever she puts them on she pinches my butt.

"Thank you." Cleo smiles.

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"Did you guys go have sex or something?" Harry laughs.

"No! We just went to talk." I say honesty.

This recliner cannot fit the both of us and we don't want to sit on the couch, so I put her on my lap and allow her to cuddle up to me as she usually does. Cleo sits on my lap sideways to lay on my chest and I loop my arm around her waist while her other arm is wrapped around my back.

I ate cheddar cheese popcorn during the movie and playfully fed Cleo a few of them, but once she stopped accepting them I looked at her and found out that she was sleeping.

The movie is halfway over and I'm feeling a little nauseous from all of the blood and guts in this movie.. on top or the popcorn making my stomach flop. I drink a bottle of water and try to cool myself off because it seems as if the temperature has gotten higher in here.