Cleo's P.O.V -
Harry and Piper kept telling me that I would be fine once I go to the dentist, but I hate the dentist. They'll need to use that teeth drilling tool and I'm thinking of everything that can go wrong. Maybe I should think more positive, but in this case no.
"Go to sleep. It's four in the morning." Niall is asleep and since I'm sleeping on him, I'm sure he feels me moving around from me not being able to close my eyes.
"But, I can't sleep." I sit up and he groans, telling me that I was keeping him warm.
"Well, I can. So, stop tossing and turning." I plop back down on his chest and sit still.
*
Getting ready to go to the dentist was annoying because I was tired from lack of sleep and annoyed because of how early I had to wake up. We had to wake up at eight in the morning just to get on the road and I finally fell asleep at seven.
"I told you to go to sleep last ni-"
"I knew you were going to say that!" I zip up my jacket and put my seatbelt on.
"Well..you should've gone to sleep." He says like a know it all.
"Niall! I already know that!" I'm snappy whenever I don't get all of my sleep.
In the waiting area, I'm fast asleep on Niall's shoulder until he taps me on the shoulder, saying that my name is called.
I guess I'm too tired to even realize what is going on, but once I get to the back and they begin working on my teeth, and I fell back to sleep.
*
"Babe you're drooling everywhere." I hear Niall's voice.
"We're on a different planet." Everything around me feels weird.
Niall's P.O.V -
She's been crying literally the entire drive home about wanting McDonald's. I've been telling her no because she just came back from the dentist.
"Well, what about a little baby taco?" Cleo throws her hands in the air dramatically, tears slowly going down her cheeks.
"No, you can't have crunchy foods yet. Do you want ice cream or a milkshake? Or applesauce? You can eat soups and mashed potatoes." I suggest while I drive in a parking lot around a few fast food restaurants.
"I wanted tacos, but you won't let me have any! You're being mean. All I want is to do sex with you and eat tacos right now."
The more I laugh at her, the more she gets offended, so I'm trying hardest not to laugh at her anymore. I don't want to have sex right now for some odd reason. Well, now obviously it'd be weird considering that she's not in the right mind, but even if she was it wouldn't feel right to do that.
"Okay, I'll buy you a milkshake then." I go through the drive through and order a strawberry milkshake.
At home, I took a shower while Cleo is still talking about tacos and sex.
"I'm trying to watch a show on Netflix." She's laying underneath the thin sheet wearing one of my t-shirts that says "Monday" on it and her black panties.
"Stop swishing your legs." I sit up next to her while she tries to make snow angels in bed.
"I will if you kiss me." She looks up at me and moves the sheet off of her.
"Baby, stop teasing." I move a blanket on top of her to cover her up.
"I'll stop if you kiss me." Cleo moves the blanket and decides to get up and take my hot cocoa out of my hand and puts it on the nightstand, purposely reaching over me to expose her skin.
"Cleo.." I move her back over to where she was at first.
"I'll stop if you kiss me."
"I don't feel like having sex right now." I admit.
"I said kiss, not sex." She corrects and moves her body closer to mine, so I begin nudging her away. A few weeks ago I began taking "enhancing" pills to see if it could make me bigger "down there", but now that I realize if Cleo ever thought about having sex, it would hurt her even worse now that my little friend in my pants has gotten bigger. Harry told me about the pills and how Piper was happy about what it did to him.
Cleo is different from Piper. I have absolutely no idea and do not want to know what goes on intimately in their bedroom, but I know how Cleo is. Cleo is different from any girl I have ever hooked up with.
Usually, the other girls that I used to hook up with liked everything that Cleo doesn't. They liked fast, rough, foreplay, much more hands on type of activities, and different positions that Cleo has most likely never heard of.
"I don't feel like making out right now either." I do feel like kissing her, very much as a matter of fact. It's just that I don't want to kiss her because as many times as we have made out, she still doesn't know what she's doing!
It's not that I'm making fun of her. That's just how she is from being so nervous all of the time. I don't understand why.
"Why not?! I'm trying to be romantic and silly with you, Niall, but nothing seems go be working. All I want was to at least kiss you! I would be fine with even a little bird peck. When was the last time you even kissed me?" I cannot believe she is really pulling this shit.
"Yesterday! I kissed you yesterday! We kissed yesterday, Cleo." I lower my tone once I see her scared facial expression.
"That doesn't mean that I don't want us to not be affectionate! We only do intimate things if it's for you! Valentine's Day sex? That was for you! Of course, I enjoy it, but I can tell you don't! You're lying to m-"
"We both do it because we want to! I'm not lying to you! I enjoyed it Valentine's day.." I shrug while she still sits on my lap.
"Was everything else just fake then? You showed me what to before! I know what I'm doing now." She leans forward to kiss me, but I turn my head slightly.
"How long have you been pretending?" Her bottom lip trembles and once I see her mouth turn into a frown I know what's going to happen.
Fuck.
"Cleo," My hands immediately go each side of her cheeks whenever her eyes start welling up. "Please don't cry. Please. I'm sorry, I didn't want to tell you because I didn't want to hurt your feelings." I look at her in the eyes and watch her sob.
"What do you want me to do? I'm sorry. Please. Baby, I'm sorry." If she told me that sex is awful because of me, I'd cry too probably. Thankfully, she isn't crying dramatically or else I'd feel even more like shit.
Cleo gets off of me and lays down crying in her pillow, so I get underneath the sheets as well, then gently flip her body over and quickly bring my lips down to hers.
"Do what you wanted." I say against her mouth and start kissing her since she won't do anything.
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