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*********I woke up getting dressed and heading to the lounge as always...Taeyong as usual is making breakfast while the others wake up...
"Hey Mark! Doesn't this photo of you and me look good!?" Winwin asks..I roll my eyes and check through my phone..
"Wow...we look good together!" Mark replies to Winwins question....are they doing it on purpose...
They kept smiling and laughing making me uncomfortable....I stand up and leave...
What's wrong with Haechan...is he alright...
That whole day I ignored Mark...his doing it on purpose...his trying to make me jealous and WinWin is helping him out!! I can't take it!!!
"Hey!" Mark waves at me...oh wow..now he notices I'm here instead of his new best friend " go hang out with WinWin...leave me alone!" I close my bedroom door...
I lay on my bed and cried....I like Mark...I like him a lot...but the things his doing with my members irates me...it's like I don't exist around him anymore....it hurts....
What's wrong with him!! Hang out with WinWin!!?? But I wanna hang out with him!...maybe he needs space...I leave and let him take some time to himself...
He didn't even bother to come in and ask if I was alright....he would if it wasn't me...... *sob* I don't like being alone *sob* I don't like being away from Mark.....
It's been way too long!! He should be out right now...I decided to go check up on him..once I opened the door Haechan was standing behind it "Hey! Are you alright!?" I ask
He walks past me " now you wanna know!!" He replies....what the hell!!! I'm trying to help you!!
But his eyes.....they were all puffy...was he crying....oh shit he was!!!
I should've talked to him when I knew something was wrong!!
"Haechan wait!!" I run after him but he locks the Bathroom door " Haechan open up its me Mark!!" I call out
"Leave me alone...I know no one named
Mark...who is he!?"Is he trying to be sarcastic " Open up please!! Let's talk this out!?" I ask " go away!! I don't need you here...I don't need you!" he replies...my heart shattered into millions of pieces
"Open up p-please!!" I ask again..
"LEAVE MARK I HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU!!" He yells....he yelled at me....tears run down my cheek as I try to speak once more " I'm Sorry for bothering you" I reply and leave...
*sob* Mark!!!! Come back!!!! I'm sorry!!! But....it's your fault!!!
I walk into Haechans bedroom...I notice a photo frame..I pick it up to see me and him...I remember this...it's when he kissed my cheek..I sweared at him for that...
Or what about the time I was so sick!! But he never left my side and took care of me...we both got sick that day!! And the day we accidentally kissed....that...that I can never forget...*tears pouring down*
I realised my heart was racing and my cheeks red at the image of us....I keep asking myself this question over and over again...what do I think of Haechan!?
Is he my friend...!?
My best friend...!?
Do I like him...as a brother!?
What is he to me!?
Then...it shot me....his nor my friend or brother....I think of him more that just that....I don't like him......
After another session of crying I head to my room....to cry some more..once I make it..
"M-Mark!?"
He turns to face me...his crying!!!
I run up to him wiping his tears " why are you crying idiot!!" I ask
He just pulled me in and we.......kissed!!!!!!??????
His soft lips against my own sent shivers down my spine...he cupped my cheek...he pulled me over to the bed and hovered above me...
"Mmmp...Mark....Mmm..what...-" I didn't continue...I felt his tongue slide in...
"Mmm"
He stopped...he pulled back and looked at me " i love you!!" He says...HE SAID WHAT!!!
I look at him shocked...did he just say that....he loves me!!!
Without warning or realisation...I pulled him for another kiss...I bent down sucking all the way down to his neck to collar bone....little moans can be heard as I covered his mouth
"Do you wanna get caught!?" I ask
"I don't mind" he replies......oh wow...
"Than let me continue baby" I ask and go back to kissing him only to be stopped
"Say it!" He asks
"Say what!?"
"Say that you love me!!!"
.....I smile
"I love you...I love you so much Mark it kills me to be without you!!" I reply...he smiles
"I'm sorry to make you cry" he says turning the other direction
"Don't hang out with the others in front of me!! Especially WINWIN!! Okay....when I'm around..you stay with me and me only!! Your mine...and I'm forever yours!!"
Mark smiles " now...can we go back to doing-" didn't let him continue...knew what he was gonna say....
We went back to kissing...our relationship was kept a secret from both our fans and members...but every time I try to seduce Mark he'd push me away...
I would do it on our videos..the fans already gave us a ship name and I love it....once all cameras are switched off.....you have no idea what kind of things Mark does behind closed doors....
If your asking if we had sex!?....the answer is...Yes! We had it multiple times...then Johnny caught us...now our members know...meh..not such a big deal...right!?
Hehe once I made Mark really turned on during one of our videos..once it was ended I had entered the bathroom...he literally followed me there and we had sex....wow......I get him turned on real easy.... *smirk* and don't get me started on the Dream boys...
Chenle and Jisung already got it covered...we know there gay..but there still little kids..so..only kisses on cheek..me and Mark are in charge of that!!...what about Jeno and Jaemin.......hmm Taeyong is gay as well...he kisses us all to sleep...Mark stops him from coming to me so don't worry....
You could say all of NCT is gay but....sadly no....there are many who don't like what we do...but hey....I don't care....now...where is MArk..it's time for our make out session...yes! We have sessions!!
Don't judge!!!
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*************************************Make out session!!! I'm
Dying of laughter right now and I made it!!Well...I'll be making a few of NCT so..watch out!!
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